hOld mE tiGht

2007-10-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

anyways,
enough of my thoughts.
i finally started something for my road to slimming down!
been walking up the stairs everyday.
its tiring for me cause its been a long time since i excercised!
but its good for me i feel.
think i will just continue everyday from now on.
hehe.

what others should i dO?

shufen asked me to go swimming.
actually i do like swimming larhs.
its just that i dont like the chlorine that damages my hair.
maybe once in a while lahs.
if not i would like to go regularly.
once in a while join lydia and shufen swimming?
maybe bahs.
let's see.

maybe i should go gym at baywater right?
since its so near my place.
and can still play with licia and baby kieren.
hmm, shall try out one day?
havent been there yet..

tennis is fun.
been to baywater twice to play tennis.
quite good lehhs.
enjoyed most of the times.
its just that its not as fast fat burning as other sports
and,
i need to find someone else to go with.
if kena pangseh-ed,
then cant go lerhs.

so.. what are the choices left?
none yet i guess.
hehes.
i shall stick to the walking up of stairs first. =D
others shall wait.

pissed.

2007-10-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

im getting a little pissed off by you.
you always speak negative things into my life.
at first i thought that you were just saying,
not really meaning anything.
but now, i feel that its becoming really irritating.
especially when you bring me down in front of others.
and i have to bear them.
you just shoot off your mouth like nothing's wrong.
but do you know that actually i have a choice to rebut?
i can always say that i dont like you either.
because you are always so negative and im tired
tired of giving wasted encouragements.
sometimes, i feel better without you.
should i?

now i understand why our tongue is the hardest to tame...

2007-09-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

wells,
promos starts tomorrow
though a short span of 4 days,
it determines whether will i take one year longer than others.
Definitely,
my wish would be to pass and be promoted.
It's just that I cant concentrate well today.
so I ended up blogging.

Went for Saturday service.
I felt extremely happy being back in the house of God once again.
Pastor preached on tithing.
It simply brought me back to the basics.
Though it has been repeated in my head many times,
Yesterday's message left the most impression in me.
It's preparing me for November's building fund.
And I'm anticipating!
Somehow, even as i'm typing.
I'm getting real excited! =D
The blessing from my mother was just a pre-empt! (tell you more soon!)

Fellowship with lun, kendrick, yi rong, brian and gregory.
Kena bullied by the guys larhhs!
Named "ah-ma" by them.
Actually, the fact is
I'm a girl too.
A teen.
Seems like being made a old woman!
hahas.
But I didnt get angry larhhs.
I have high tolerance level okayys?
LOL.
Did some personality tests and chit-chatted.
Wells.
It's kinda fun at times to do such tests.
maybe i shall post them up after promos.
=D

After we left Long John,
lun and gregory parted us.
then the four of us went to tm's arcade.
we played the "puck" game.
Yirong and I team, Ken and Brain teamed.
first round 10-11 lost.
but, second round 7-5 won! =D
Missed the times when taariq, su lin and I "mug" at pasir ris
with arcade breaks in between last year.
It was so enjoyable!
Spend loads on arcade then.
heh.

Ken's mum came.
So left Yirong, brian and I.
Since we didnt want to go home,
we went to med mac for a drink and TALK.
until i was just on time to catch the last bus!
I believe the time was worth.
Fellowshipping is always Great! =D

I have a sudden love for SUNFLOWERS!
After promos,
I'm gonna get a sunflower blogskiN! =D

2007-09-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

Today was fantabulous! (wells, i dunno how to spell)
Nick Vujicic shared his personal testimony.
( You can go to: www.lifewithoutlimbs.org to see!)
He was born without limbs! Neither arms or legs.
Can you imagine yourself without limbs?
He has a little "chicken wing" feet that helps him in his daily life.
Though without limbs,
he still can go fishing, swim, play soccer and even chase his wheelchair on the grass!
Sucha positive and intelligent man!
Despite his disability, he has a double degree!
He shared that he is able to achieve all these because of the Love of God.

He shared about his life and one thing struck me most was about his school life.
He said that when he first started out,
his school mates liked to tease him
and there was one day when 12 teenagers like surrounded him and teased him
He wanted to give up going school.
He told himself that if there was another person who teased him, he will leave school.
However, the 13th person was a girl who said to him "You look nice today!"
At that moment,
he felt loved,
he told himself that he was not going to give up with life.

He said " Never give up on Him,

as much as He never gave up on us."

It spoke through my heart...
I've been rather depressed &
I'm on the verge of giving up my promos.
I feel so tired and stressed out.
However, i spoke to Rolland last night and he encouraged me not to.
I didnt know why i would share but yeah, i did.
Knowing that he was having hard times studying for his prelims too,
I felt that i wasn't alone.
Now, i understood its meaning.. (thanks to Nick!)
Cause,

"He lets us go through so much,

so that we are able to relate to others going thru in years to come."

Rolland was like the person relating to me what he's going through.
And through him, i was encouraged to move on.
I was blinded by fears and now, it's clear!
He can make the impossible become possible!
2 Weeks, 14days, lots of work to cover.

"It's not about what I can do,

but it's Him doing it together with me!"

But I'm gonna overcome this!

Thank You Nick and Rolland! =D

"Daddy, you are always right on time!

Thank You for sending this message to me through people around me!"

2007-09-09T04:33:00.000+08:00

和坚文拍的自拍照片！=）

2007-09-08T07:03:00.000+08:00

特别的雨

今天凌晨三点钟起来时，
发现外面下着倾盆大雨。
突然想到。。
其实雨对每个人代表着不同的心情。
可以是好，也可以是坏。
好呢。。
它让我们能够睡得舒舒服服，有时太舒服到想赖床。
对吗？（我是这样的！哈哈）
坏呢。。
如果下雨又没有带雨伞，需要冒着雨走，
手上的东西被淋湿，自己被雨淋了，还会感冒。
所以，
每一场的雨，在我们生活中，有特别的意思。
你呢?
雨对你来说，是好还是坏？

2007-09-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

今天的心情很低落，
又加上身体感到痛！
真的没有心情读书。。。

我很想把身体的痛传到墙壁上！

2007-09-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

假期这一个礼拜，
唯一做的是读书,读书,读书!
心里感到压抑,难过，
没能够把需要读的读完。
我好想好想把自己封闭，
就像脱离这个世界，
让我能够专心读书。
因为我时时刻刻会分心，
想很多东西。
我真的不想这样！！！！！！

因为花了两天的时间在表哥住的公寓读书，
我与自己的外甥女接触了，
真的令我开心。
他们真的是孩子。
女的两岁半，男的十个月大。
女的还需要人在一旁喂食物才肯吃，
另一个趴在地上，
想要被人抱起来，学走路。
很喜欢他们。。。

阿ken 说得对。
其实我是难过的。
虽然口头上说“get over”了，
但心里还是念念不忘。
他在我的心目中是无法取代的。
可能是因为。。
他是唯一花时间陪我讲电话，
与我讨论，与我分享自己过的那一天。
他也是陪伴着我伤心的时候，
鼓励着我，要往前走。
但，我还是祝福你吧。

剩下要温习的还是很多很多！
希望在这三天里能够读完那些比较重要的。
我不想不想留班！！！！

2007-08-12T16:19:00.001+08:00

Went back with james frm airport cuz we need to prepare for bbg dinner later.
Then we saw this scene on 27 where this guy was leaning on the shoulders of another guy.
It reminded of james' bad experience on the bus.
The gurl nt only leaned on his shoulders, but also left traces of saliva while having dreams!
LOL.
When james was sharing, i couldnt stop laughing man.
Cuz its really funny esp with james' facial expression.
Hmm..
Did something like that happen to you too?
I havent met smthing like that mann.

Oh wells, just reached hm.
Gonna finish up some work b4 getting ready for the dinner! :-D
Excited!

2007-08-08T13:08:00.001+08:00

First item of today's outing! FOOD! Hahax. Audrey, eunice, fiona and i are at orchard, taka right nw. Its our 2nd day out together! :-D

2007-08-02T15:58:00.001+08:00

Im at lt4 nw.
Having some chinese talk.
Here's a pic of the situation..
Im bored here cuz i cnt talk!
They're talking about public blogging and journalism.

Got bs at riverwalk later!
Looking forward to it! :D  

Shoe

2007-07-26T20:33:00.001+08:00

My new pair of shoe.
Bought it at quite a bargain. 35 bucks.

Quite upset nw cause..
I took the wrong train twice in one trip!
Frm clarke quay, i wanted to switch train at outram but i took to douby ghaut!
Then, when i reached outram, i took the wrong train to commonwealth!
What's wrong mann! :'(
Nw finally reach raffles...
Gonna take hm frm eunos man!
Im tireddd...

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Nice!

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2007-07-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

yeah. its been SET.
ah how's gonna be mine and fiona's on..
29th July 2007, 6pm onwards in orchard!
Take Note!

Kisses

2007-07-08T22:18:00.001+08:00

So swee-et!
:-D

2007-07-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

im so confused.
really stucked.
im not sure of myself once again.
i thought i found the answer to my question.
however,
maybe what marvin said was true..
what is my love language?
do i really like him?
i want to bare my heart out to him
and change the whole situation
but i wont dare to do so..
so i guess i will have to try my best to forgo some things...

2007-07-07T09:08:00.000+08:00

Today is the 7th of July 2007!
070707! =D
sucha cool day huh?
yeah.. eugene and joan are getting married.
how i wish i can get married on such a day too.
but it wont happen lahh.
unless,
i get married by 22 years old
cause the max they can go is 121212 mahh
ahha!

today's gonna be busy..
adding on to the sleepover at mich's,
im afraid that i do not have time to study..
prob while they sleep, i will study.

ytd went to practice for cg with
weilin, sarah, joycelyn and kendrick.
we're singing awaken my soul and falling!
my goodness.
i love those songs.
and i tell you
presence of God will be so strong in cg! =D
expect something great yeah??

wahh..
i was touched by what pastor kong did for Sun mann..
he flew all the way to china just to accompany her for one day
sun faced a warfare there, so he flew over to be by her side.
so sweet..
i pray that my boyfriend/husband would be so loving too.
=))

2007-07-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

back to blogging alright.
exams are over.
e-learning days are almost over too.
it's time to get back to studying again...
past weekend has been fun.
went to sentosa on saturday and got my myself totally burnt.
im not gonna get myself burnt anymore..
it's a painful experience.
took loads of pictures.
will upload when im not feeling lazy to wait for the slow uploading of pics.

gave my first tuition to wei kang yesterday.
didnt know what to do,
so i made him do TYS.
not bad lehh.
he's quite hardworking.
hopefully he will remain like this until his O levels are over.
and score his b3!
oh! i met desmond koh and this actress at popular at hougang
his voice is so deep,
so different from screen.

met kendrick at mac to study.
my stomach started to hurt when we went to the foodcourt to eat.
the pain was quite unbearable.
seemed like gastric, but also like food poisoning.
we took bus 89 back and mummy picked me up from the bus stop to fetch me home.
thanks for lending me squeeze your hand..
i had no idea how i could stop the pain.
i had diarrhoea one after another.
i was awoken up from sleep because of the pain.
seriously,
it was worse than those i had before.
the pain could just cause me to faint.
i cried myself to sleep after taking mummy's gastric medicine and hot water.
i pray hard that the pain will go off soon!
i want to sleep well tonight!
i've just missed my movie with francine and co, PW meeting today.
i dont want to miss school and BBG meeting tmr! :(

My contact list cover!

2007-06-26T22:34:00.001+08:00

2007-06-24T05:37:00.000+08:00

hmm..
what am i doing here at such wee hours.
im glad to say that i managed to finish writing notes for chem!
until gases! within one day!
i feel a sense of accomplishment!
hahas.
must thank God for the strength.
cause i didnt realised that ive been pia-ing until sulin reminded me.
i slept at 2am on friday,
woke up at 7.30am on saturday to go out and study.
picnic, service, fellowship, study.
until now..
i havent slept.
amazing! its been a long time since i could last like so long..
and managed to STUDY!
the last time i stayed awake for almost 24 hrs was doing PI.
hahas.
anyways, im gonna rest awhile.
prob for about 1 hour.
before going to queue up with e426 later!
kendrick and my alarm better be able to wake me up!
Lord, multiply my sleep by 8 times!

OH!
the whole cg have the same ringtone!
barney theme song.
it's so cute larhs.
like when one ring,
everyone checks their phones.
LOL. =D

im ready for a great word tmr morning Lord!
and Oh, im gonna MIA for the next one week.
cause midyears is starting tmr! hahas.
but you'll never noe when you'll see me online again.
;)

pictures of e426

2007-06-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

these are some pictures taken during cg and picnic!
there are more!
waiting for daniel to upload.

Yirong! shaggy.. find ur partner soon!

Acting serious, JiaLiang

Blur sotong, Kendrick

Ever ready for pictures, Joycelyn and Lydia

Derrick! what does he look like! LOL.

Taii and Lydia! We did it on the train! So no face.. but we just took. =D

I wanted to take a picture with wei lin.. but hmm.. there were some extras messing around.

finally, one nice one. =D taii and wei lin!

Lydia.. with her Old Chang Kee and bubble tea cup! Lol.

See derrick? LOL. i was supposed to take a picture with daimen. but it ended up with derrick in it too. hahas.
lydia! at mac fellowshipping =D

2007-06-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

whee..

I LOVE E426!
they rawk my life lahh! =D

we had cg today!

it was wonderful!

had a strong presence of God in the place.

and i had vision of Him.

e426 prayed for me

for my mid years.
yeahh, i needed that.

i baked chocolate cookies today.

comments from them were nice.

just that it was a lil not sweet.

and hard for those that were baked later.

its hard work i feel.

so tiring..

the mixture..cause the tray was hot and i placed it on the tablecloth,
the tablecloth ripped.hehe. twice.here's the last cookie before i closed shop. a smiley! =Dafter cg,

afew of us went to eat roti prata at tampines st 81.

gort.. xiuxian, yirong, joseph, joycelyn, wei lin.

mummy and melvin also joined us.

a great time of fellowship. =D

now,

back to yesterday.

went back to MJC for photoshoot.

my goodness!

i was like tortured kkaes.

was made to be tied to the mikestand with the mike with wires.

cant bear to see the pics.

LOL.

desmond had to take photos on his own! sad..hahas.

oh!

mummy got me a new phone and 1GB memory card.

its RED again.

yeahhs.

quite a not bad phone. =)

tmr we're going picnic!

once again,

im going to the beach!

oh, i love the beach! =DD

thats it.

3 more days to mid years!

chem is the first to go!

i feel that its much harder to speak to you when we're in a big group.

but you're always in my sight. =D

2007-06-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

today is blessings once agains!
went out with mummy.
she blessed me with a red addidas watch!
though i couldnt find a pink one,
i got a new watch still! =D
and it cost her almost 100 bucks after discount.
mummy also subscribed the mobile internet for me!
so its like i can use internet everywhere i go!
yes!
mummy is also gonna get me a new phone!
which would be a sony ericsson phone cause of the camera function!
so happy!
today is like high end shopping larhh.
but we enjoyed ourselves though.

met lydia at tampines to go swimming.
great time of fellowship! =D
did something i did like years back with juN!
hahas. our secret.
and.. friday's cell, gonna be a surprise!
-by elaine,lydia and taii. hahas.

oh ya!
im gonna teach wei kang and his twin emaths after mid years.
so cool huh.. =D
im gonna become teacher taitaii liaos..

2007-06-20T12:19:00.000+08:00

i went shopping at orchard yesterday with my dearest husband!
its been a LONG LONG time since we've gone out for real, hard shopping!
and it was enjoyable lahh.. =D
i miss the times spent together with her.
girlspower rawks lah!

we went borders and read a book called "a place called here"
i like the quote "we all get lost once in a while, sometimes due to forces beyond our control."
afterwhich,
we went to isetan scotts.
some of them couldnt recognize me cause i was in contacts.
tried on foxtrot shoes for but half an hour.
decided on chelsea red,
hahas.
blessed by my company.. a pair of new shoes!
we head down for far east plaza.
mann..
when gurls start shopping, they cant STOP!
we shopped from place to place until it was time to meet jun hwa and clement!
we were late meeting them by i think one hour plus plus.
LOL.
we went yoshinoya at cine to eat.
jun hwa blessed the dinner.
went to watch fantastic four,
clement blessed the movie tickets!
went to swensons to eat the earthquake ice-cream,
both of them blessed it!
felt so blessed!
We've not gone out together since years back lah!
sucha old friends gathering rawks! =D

in total, i bought..
a pair of jeans
pink bikini (lol.i wont wear)
a pair of jelly shoes
a new bag for school
a pink tee
a new belt.
added on to all the blessings i've got!
=D

now, im going out shopping with mummy! ahha!
she's on half day leave.
so im gonna meet her at bugis to shop first.
then meet lydia in the evening to swim.
hmm, my day is filled with lydias.. hahas.

2007-06-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

im tired and feeling sick.
and i wish to say "idontwishtotalktoyou"
shant blog alot.
tmr not going for service.
cause got some dumb CIP to do until 2pm.
im sad lah..
but im meeting E426 at airport.
afterwhich,
meeting rolland and mich to study there.
bye.

2007-06-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

went out in the evening just now.
actually its night lah. 8 plus.
to meet kendrick at cs.
i was bored..
stayed home the whole day
mummy wanted us to go down to bugis,
but i think it would be too far for the fact that it was decided at 7 to meet up.
we shopped around century and tm.
looking at handphones, cameras, watches and his birthday present for his tl.
funny guy mann!
11 july mistaken for 11 june.
kendrick mistook and ended up in having to give her the present tmr!
LOLL!
we met a lot of people at tampines.
met daimen, lydia, wei lin, geck ting, lianghao, khaiyew, yong guang.
we went mac again.
sat there doing homework (for myself) while he played with my notebook lah.
he lent me his accounting book!
yeah!=D
im gonna read it when i can.
accounting rawks!

2007-06-15T16:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun out with kendrick!
i managed to rollerblade!
this was what i wanted to do since a loong time ago =D
but kendrick didnt rollerblade lah.
he cycled.
he was afraid that he would be stucked at the same position for 2 hours.
LOL.
we went to bedok jetty.
we bought ice cream to eat!
but then,
mine dropped on the floor when i helped him open his.
so. no ice-cream for taitaii x( until i bought another one.
we spent one hour plus getting to bedok jetty and back.
perspired loads but i think its great!
after returning our stuffs,
and after a discussion,
we decided to bowl a few rounds at the bowling alley
not go down to marina bay.
my bowling techniques are not good lah, but..
i went from glory to glory kkae!
my score went frm 50+ to 67 to 88!
yeah!
kendrick was zai in bowling lah.
174 for the 2nd game lorr!
almost got 2 turkeys lah.
good good!
he gave me some tips how to bowl better thats why my score improved also la.
must give him a bit of credits.. =D
after bowling,
we went to bedok int.
we went mac for ice-cream and had a chit chat session.
we sat there from 9 plus to 12.20
where we rushed for the last bus..
reached home close to 1am lah.
indeed, we had fun.
next time must bring the whole of e426 down!
and rawk ecp.
i wanna kayak next!!

2007-06-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

WOW! it has been 1mth2days since i last blogged.
but i have to declare that im officially FREE from commitments like POS and LTC!
cause LTC just ended last night.
im so happy!
but now, getting worried.
cause i havent studied for my MYE.

This one month has been quite a fulfilling onee.
June 1-June 4 was EMERGE!
i had loads of POS pracs and was almost drained of my energy.
we were pushed beyond our limits
but POS was a blast at emerge 1st night!
JC Cluster did our mighty best to perform and..
ALL our stunts went up!!
mind you, its ALL.
we went through many obstacles throughout this training period
and till the last preview,
the stunts were not very confident of themselves.
but we MADE it!
rawks sia.
and the Ddancers SHAKEd the best they could.
esp Gary, the centre of attraction.
LOL.
JC cluster POS rawks the whole world man.
I feel that even though i have sacrificed a lot of my studies for POS
and even sacrificed planning for LTC(dunman) and my own LTC (meridian),
just to make time for emerge,
i have no regrets.
the friendships made,
the presence in each emerge seesion,
the passion for lost being ignited once again,
the bonding of E426,
being closer to God,
has greater worth than all others.
JC Cluster POS didnt win top three, but,
we won OVERALL TERTIARY CLUSTER CHAMPION!
after a strong fight against SIM/SMU! =D
great job done guys!

LTC just ended last night.
Now i realised that being a FnB ic is not easy.
had to do ALL the saikang work on my own.
with the fact that i only have one FnB sub comm, wai man left with me.
It's all over now,
all i can do is to do the best post mortem i can for the next FnB dept.

Now,
all that everything is over,
it is time for my studies.
I havent started at all!
i have only one week to study for MYE
but i believe that i can do it!

Will blog more often.
Pictures will be uploaded in the next few posts.
(havent gotten them yet)
gonna go rollerblading with kendrick later! =)

2007-05-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

so happy that its FRIDAY!
i yearn for that day to come everyweek.
cause i get to de-stress and relax!
but, think i cant for this weekend cause..
- got 4 TESTs next week!
- got to do PW tmr night.
- got POS preview this sunday.
which means that time is super duper precious.

MJC soccer team played against NJC today.
i went back to school specially for the match.
MJ won 2-0!!
yeahh!
watching a match is so exciting!
hahas.
went to ws with kendrick to eat.
he posed a tough question for me to ans.
but has set me thinking and working towards something new.
afterthat.
went to arcade.
managed to play the basketball game and puzzle bubble game.
PRACtice PRACtice PRACtice!

ii really wann to go hongkong this june!
who can go with me?
eunice still have to ask.
might be a lil difficult cause yeah,
it's gonna be me and her.
thats all.
hahas. must find out more bout the place blahblah.

looking forward to next tuesday!
get to do something i havent done for a loong time!
dont pangseh me kkaes?

with regards to the small words i wrote in the last post,
hahas. forget bout them larhhs.
don't think it is true.
nah. nah. nah.
=))

SPA

2007-05-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

SPA today was horrendous.
quite upset over it.
but i think its all over,
cant be helped.
just have to study harder for the next few SPA tests.

Slept all the way till evening after i reached home.
body aches + sick -> Lerthagic

Some thoughts..
It's through hardships where people find love.
Loving someone is an attitude.
Loving is not thoughts, but action.
The actions portrayed detemines your love for the 'someone'
What does my actions portray??

what does it mean to miss someone.
what does it mean to want to see someone everyday.
what does it mean to want to hear someone's voice whenever you're down.
am i in love again?
it's been a year since ive felt something like this.

2007-05-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

these 3 days have been filled with fun-ness!
friday.
my class was so sweet.
when i did my make up SPA,
my classmates went elias mall to buy cake for shaikha.
its her birthday!
sad i wasnt present lah.
but nvm, my spirit was there.
LOL.
went back to dunman.
finally..
i got my O level cert liaos.
Its quite ugly to see two Bs before the As.
but whatever.
its over.
went to meet kendrick at bedok.
went to east coast park!
whee!
we rented 2 BICYCLES.
i wanted rollerblades!
but somehow took in his words that the next time will blade.
we cycled all the way to bedok jetty.
didnt know that singapore has water skiing at ECP!
soo cool!
like seeing people going thru the obstacles.
falling into the waters..
was enjoyable.
hahas.
the breeze was just so pleasant!
so loved it!
afterthat,
we went to find jasmine.
we couldnt contact her at first.
after that,
we went to meet ashleen.
she persuaded me till i had to go also.
didnt want to at first.
real shagged lah.
and i was wearing 4D jersey with shorts and slippers!
i wasnt in the state to go orchard at all!
mind u, its orchard.
gosh..
went to billy bombers to eat
then went to buy tix for spiderman3
it was SO late!
11.20pm
plus the show lasts 2hr20mins!
it would have been 2 am by the time it ends!
so tired..
i was just too tired that i fell asleep at the last part (which was the climax)
and when i opened my eyes..
i saw the ENDING!
they were hugging i think.
10 bucks gone like that.
but kae lahh.
mummy came to pick us up.
and we saved on the midnight taxi charges.
reached home at 3am.

saturday.
went to school for chem.
i did my re-test.
was super disappointed after that.
fiona pangseh-ed me too.
i looked for a quiet spot on the third level and started crying.
at that moment,
i almost thought of jumping down (im alright now, dont worrie)
went for service.
started on bible study "sermon on the mount"
i was super impacted.
i was strengthened.
the presence was so strong.
just like it was at benny hinn conference!
so blessed..
im really blessed being in CHC.

sunday.
pastor preached on being brokened for God.
was impacted.
hunger and thirst.
yeah!!
had POS after that.
practiced for 4 hours..
felt so tired.
now, im home.
gonna pack bag, sleep!
tmr still have to run 2.4kM!

o

2007-05-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

why am i still in mjc?
why am i not studying what i like?
and not suffer like crazy like what i am now?

i ask myself.
what is it that makes me stay on?
during compass,
i wanted to run away.
to somewhere..
far far far away from where i am.
though i may seem strong on the surface,
but in actual fact, im not.

----went to do PI----

kendrick asked me to go cycling! yeahh=DD
cause jasmine is gonna be at east coast
got chalet.
so yeah! we're gonna go find her there tmr!
so happy!
it's been a long time since my last trip to the beach
the sand, the breeze, the sea, the darkness
so inspirational!
it made my dAy! whee..

Life

2007-05-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

Know that i havent been here for quite awhile..
Been real tired, sick and busy.
Everytime i have the urge to blog,
i'm stopped.
now,
i tell myself.
that i have to write ONE proper one before i can chiong homework again.

Its rather sickening to find myself
twindling in the midst of all commitments
POS.. Homework.. School.. Ltc...
I dunno but i just feel that i do not have a focus.
thats why everything is like tearing apart
even though i do not want things to be like this.
I ask God,
what do you want me to do?

07s412 is a fun & loving class.
we have been going out together
(thou im not present due to other commitments)
but i can sense the class spirit there.
today, im sick again. had diarrhoea.
out of concern, audrey smsed me to wish me well.
atiqah and fiona too.
i like my class. =))

a silly thought...
how i wish i have the ability to stop time.
and not let each hour, minute, second pass by me.
i wanna grasp hold of them and use them well.
i want life to be;
filled with love and joy.
filled with happiness and mercy.
filled with God's children.
filled with prayers
filled with fun-ness
filled with E426
filled with Sun!
filled with loads of friendships.

relationships-that's what life is all about!

POS

2007-04-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a LOONG time since i've blogged.
Really busy with all the stuff in school and POS.
now that i have a notebook to myself, i can blog more often lah.

Yesterday, we had POS!
whoohoo!
i THOUGHT i was gonna be the earliest.
cause i was informed BS was cancelled when i reached riverwalk.
however, it was not true.
Zhao xuan reached at 6
and bernice reached at 6.30.
wee... early birds..!
hahas.
We practiced the steps for the cheer for quite awhile
before going into stunts.
originally, it was meant for me to be dancing ONLY
cause i dont think i can fly. *hmmm
after that,
someone asked me to be a BASE.
a FEMALE BASE
with michele.
we trained with clair and bernice as our flyers
and we managed to successfully do the elevator twice!
so happy!
not only that.
i tried 'flying' for the first time!
although i know my weight is one problem,
but i did go up!
thanks mars and brandon! =))
looking forward to the next POS prac that i can go!

today.
had PE.
tried our shuttle run and sit ups.
I knew it.
my sit up is cmi ones.
secondary school still can cheat.
now, im in JUNIOR COLLEGE!
the standard is so much different.
i did only 17 sit ups in 30 seconds.
and 12.0s for shuttle run.
standing broad jump is about 170cm.
next PE, we're gonna test out 2.4km run.
haii. its been a long time since i've trained running..
dunno whether i can still obtain a Gold for my Napha.
at least i managed to run 5 runs on track;
did 3 sets of:
- 10 inclined (male version) pushups
- 15 crunches
- 10 "superman"s
- 10 pairs of lunches.
Now, im totally shagged and in pain.
Very tired but i cannot switch off.
ALOT of work to be handed in tmr!
JC life is not easy to get by..

Work to be handed in tmr:
- Econs qns (re-do)
- Chemistry (Moles) re-do
- Chemistry (Redox) Qn 5-10 Tutorial
- GP readings
- PI!!! omg. i havent started!

I have ANOTHER page long of work undone and deadline is next week.
Dont think i can sleep much tonight.
gotta go.
tata.

updates

2007-03-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

just some updates.

sunday.25 mar
sat with E426 for service.
Pastor Casey's word was like a revelation to me.
i shall focus now. (:
met JUNWEI!!
my goodness!
it's been like several years that i've not met him!
he's still the same. =))
hee.
went for choir but left early.
went for easter production meeting
and..i realised that commitment is HIGH!
rahh..
and i still have POS, spelling bee, shoe design, benny hinn choir, studies to handle.
so i've decided to withdraw from it.
went shopping with mummyand..we spent 140 bucks!
mann.
BUt I bought a new pair of sports shoes. yeah!

monday.
had POS prac at toa payoh.
quite little people were present.
managed to make a cheer
and design for costume.

wednesday.
was our CCA recruitment day.
went for trials for tennis and shooting
shooting was horrible.
so tiring!
tennis..
gonna be my first choice.
though it was my first time playing tennis.
and OH!!
i love 07S412!
sneaked out of school during our 150 min break.
went to tm for pastamania! whoohOO!
after that we went to take neoprints! =))
so FUN!
went back to school that time,
we took class photo!
with all the others in school.
SO GREAT!!
here's one of the picture.

thursday.
had prayer meeting
though my physical body is tired,
my spritual man is charged up!

friday.
speech day.
went back to Dunman!
took 2 awards..
Distinctive Dunmanite Award
and
5 Distinctions.
got 20 bucks popular voucher, a cheque and 2 trophies.
met so many MJc students there!
so cool! =))
took loads of pictures!
i think got 50 of them?
need to load them up asap i noe.
people are already chasing me!!
hahas.
But i really loved the spending of time with one another.
went to tm with weiming,soh,leonard and jia yu
but ended up at delifrance with jia yu,mummy and auntie judy
eating a sandwich, soup and drink.
bought a new handphone pouch.
it's yellow with winnie the pooh!
hehe.

Today.
went to katong with E426
to settler's cafe/lan gaming
some of us played board games,
some played lan games.
I played lan.
dota and cs.
but kena trashed lah..
made new friends with ming yue, serene and yi xin.
=))
received a call from david.
he told me that i can get a pair of shoe from foxtrot!
WhooHOO!
and he said that i can wait for the new shipment!
yeahh..
so happy!
i came home but good things dont last.
found out that melvin got into a serious case
and i got into AVA.
not tennis..
very sad..
but after awhile, i got over it.
im gonna appeal.
hopefully the teacher will take me in.
(:

gotta go.
nitenite!

OG.

2007-03-22T21:23:00.001+08:00

MJC is a great school!
day two orientation was MMM.
went to clarke quay. bugis. cityhall. somerset. marina.
quite fun!
went down to scotts to say 'hi' to shawn.
collected my white shoes and went to eat pepper lunch with him.
day three was wet 'n' wild and campfire.
for wet 'n' wild
we were totally DRENCHED inside out.
did lotss of crazy stuff lah.
the gurls crawled under the guys who were in pumping positions.
held the water hose and splashed one another.
lying on the floor, saying cheers and kena splashed water on us.
but we had fun.
had campfire in the hall cause of the sudden downpour.
PHOBOS was second!
lost to tritons by 1 point only.
We were great mann! =))
it was clean-up time before we realised
by then, i can rem my OG mates liaos.
let's see...
we got..
eunice
yun ning
fiona
stephanie
huiying
chenny
atiqah
shaikha
norwin
kelvin
russell
lester
akmal
and the chinese name boy that i always have problem pronouncing.
we're the 07S412! still have others that i havent met yet.

had lectures today.
from morning 7.45am-4.15pm!
but of course, with lots of breaks in between. :P
chem was HARD to catch up!
the lecturer spoke so fast that i couldnt get her words
PW was alright.
just that the lecturer was really bad in his pronunciation of words.
really sianned by his -s, -st
Econs' lectures are still alright to me.
i like it though. =))
lots of notes to take down.
which is good i feel.

just had a online discussion with some of the ex-dunmanites.
with regards to the prize presentation next friday.
mervyn, gab soh, tengkiat, leonard, me and maybe fiona will head down to dunman tmr.
i miss the school!
i miss my council juniors too! people like zerlina, ke hua!
hopefully i will see them!! =))

tmr i only have like 3 lectures lah..
Econs, PW and Chem.
and off we go,
to DUNMAN! (:

oh ya! i got into the next round of spelling bee! =)) yeah!

first day of school.

2007-03-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

First OFFICIAL day at MJC.
got into the course i wanted.
also, same class as FIONA!
yippee.
my class 07S412.
H2 chem,math,econs.
H1 physics// plus mixture of history

OG Phobos 5.
we need to hype up.
be participative.
if not, we will not be excited.
today's performance is just alright.
hopefully,
after MMM, Phobos 5 will be more united.

had CSI and mass dance today.
the mass dance is quite complicated and..
i cant catch up!
i cant dance mann..
not the substance for dance.
CSI brought us to the different parts of the school.
to investigate and explore.
team unity gotta be strengthened.
gotta have loads of fun tmr~!
sleeping now. tired.
nightnight. =)

ONE week

2007-03-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

my thoughts right now are in a mess.
i dont know what to write
and
im tired.
many things happened in the last whole week
but i'll just go into the main events.
13mar-watched movie with jun. took neoprints! (:
14mar-ENCOUNTER @ riverwalk. great session! SMS shoot out prelims.
15mar-scotts private sales!
16mar-debate prelims. just helping out as timekeeper. brr.. the place was cold mann.
-went for a makeup course held by cindy.
17mar-Benny Hinn Choir Practice.
in total, i was so busy with many things yeahh. but i did enjoy it.
sat//sun-was a tears-filled weekend.
for the first time,
i felt that there was no one that i could lean upon.
i mean besides God.
had a heart to heart talk with qian jun.
realised that it was exactly what the Holy spirit impressed me.
i cried for almost 2 hours lah.
wanna thank shawn for lending me his ears for that half an hour.
i really didnt know who can i turn to.
during service,
God impressed on me again through pastor phil.
he spoke right to my spirit.
i've decided to be strong.
to accept it and live with it.
because He knows of a right plan for me.
i'm gonna visit james' cg (E426) this coming saturday.
i do not blame the reaction of members
because that was what i went through.
it's through such things that we begin to grow.
the pain of rejection,
i bear it.
because I love You.

had spelling bee prelims.
ruth was the pronouncer.
thought that it was gonna be better with her
however,
it was wrong.
it was even harder.
of course adding on to my un-preparedness la.
it's alright.
i will do better next year. (:

cell/sy rogers

2007-03-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

to be posted on 11th march.

Cell group this week was really enlightening.
that we lack something.
PASSION.
the love of God.
intiative.
and that now,
we have reached a comfort zone.
i can see.
really see..
and i feel so grieved.
especially in those who were with us from jurong west.
it hurts me.
i have decided.
im not going to be lazy or laid back.
im gonna be that 'one' that will be willing.

Sy Rogers word was inspiring.
and yes,
i believe that God always know what's best for you.
even when you're in doubt of where is He!

mjc

2007-03-10T10:11:00.000+08:00

the past 2 days has been spent quite alright in MJC
we had loads of talks by our principal/vice principals on our school
we talked about the school's mission, vision, values..
about JC cirriculum..
Subject combinations in MJ..
choosing the right course..
CCA talk..
and an alumni's sharing session too.

It has brought to my attention that
JC life can be both boring and exciting.
Because it all depends on YOU.
whether you want to be a part of all the fun
OR
hide in your nest and be the bookworm you are.
I have seen those who went through the first 3 months prog.
they're happy.
they're hyped up.
they're having loads of fun.
BUT.. they're also
studying hard!
I have decided that i'm gonna be like one of them.
To both Study hard and Play hard. (:

Bought my school uniform and graphing calculator yesterday.
spent like 200 bucks on that calculator?!
it's really expensive but its cool though.
alot of functions and also,
i found out that we can use it in university too. =))

Share with you guys the Meridian Medley~ *edited
Wee...
Ganbatte! Ganbatte! MJ! MJ! (x2)
MJC!
MJ will win the war(x2)
Who dares to mess with us will be cao ta (x2)
Na Na Na (x4)
MJC! Ah, ah, ehh-ba! (x3)
Suah!

haha. fun one!
looking forward to school re-opening~!

100th POST

2007-03-08T15:26:00.000+08:00

aHha! this is my 100th post! (:
shall dedicate it to my dear colleagues at scotts! =))
like what i've said.
i've been going around to take pictures with them!
now.
i've collected almost all liaos!
Here they are..
Let's go from brand to brand.
Starting from..

foxtrot's neighbour;

SoleLovers!
That's FANGFANG. Really must thank her alot! She has been helping us buy the "ah-ma shoes". my black ah ma shoe a memory of her hard work. (:

This is IVY! my beloved "nu ren". She's the one who accompanied me through all the boring times and listened to all my complaints. We help one another in our languages. I help her with english while she help me with chinese. a great companion to me! Love her loads!

Next Up, we have.. EVERBEST!

This is XIN YI. She's like a sister to me. She treats me real well and even bought a top for me when we went for the chalet! Her "i want to study" attitude has made me think positively about college life. Next is a candid photo i took of uncle roland cause he din want to take with me. ah bee also ): HAh.

Next Brand.. which is it? *Hint: It's the brand that has a lot of question marks.

GUESS?

with ANNE. in the store making funny faces. She's a very out-going and friendly girl. Her "on" and "never give up" personality and has impacted me and believe that all things are possible. Search for alternatives when you see a dead-end. Never stop and give up.

Xiao Bu Dian, FELYSSIA! ahha! A petite and cute friend i've made! Can you believe it? She's 2 years older than me! It sems like im the one who's much older rite? Loved cam-whoring with her and fangfang. think we are the only 3 that can still take pictures after bell ring even though everyone already rush off the sales floor! (:

Beside Guess counter, we have.. URS!

This is ZIDA! She has left URS inc. She's now working full time in another company. Managed to take a picture of her on her last day.

KELLY here! hehes. She looks young rite? I didn't know that she's actually married! hahh.

This is MEI YEAN! Just got to know her recently because of the chalet outing. An out-going and lively girl i would say. =)

Next, we have TIMBERLAND!

CHERIE! a well-known shopping queen! ahha! there were several times where see her coming back to the sales floor with bags of newly bought stuff. She's very helpful though. She helped guess and clarks pack their shoes when new stocks came and thats why they could finish their work on time!

Now, we have the aunties of CLARKS and SCHOLL.

This is auntie CHRIS aka auntie Clarks. She's one of the most lively person at Scotts. She likes to share with us about her yoga sessions, past experiences, her family and even teach us yoga actions! she always bring people (ivy, tim, felyssia, anne and i) to eat the chicken chop rice at greenview. so often that the owner there already know her.

auntie LIHONG aka auntie scholl. auntie li hong is famous for her friendliest smile. I realised that a wide, jovial smile is always on her face. It just gives me a warm feeling whenever i see her.

ECCO is the next!

RIDHUAN (dunno how to spell) here! He's the new (quite new) promoter at isetan scotts. Dont see that he's like very young kae? Hes already a father of two! I was pretty shocked cause i thought that he was a freshman. :P

Now, to the brands opposite. we have.. NUE!

This is SHIKIN. She's the first promoter i know (besides foxtrot) when our counter came into Isetan Scotts on the 24th Nov 2006. She was so excited talking to me about our shoes and education. I like her hair! Super suited for her face. agree yeah?

Nue has another promoter YINYIN, who has already left. Sadded that i didn't managed to take a picture with her for remembrance.

nextt. PRETTY FITT.

with LIYING. hada great "lou hei" session with anne, ivy and her because of the fact that she thought of having it! if not, i wouldn't have tasted nice 'lou hei' served at the staff canteen.

Last but not least, the ISETAN STAFFs

HUIMIN. met her on the train in the morning but the thing was that she only realised that i was there at city hall MRT station when i actually boarded the train at eunos!

LYNN TAY! hahas. my supervisor at isetan! The one that i've always been talking about. Finally managed to take picture with her cause she always decline. i will always remember 29th Dec 2007 because of her. =)

LIYUN! taken at the chalet . found out that she can really take a lot of funny pictures. and all looks nice!

SHIKIN!! The young mama. =) Why i say that? cause she has 3 kids and her daughter always have the same sickness as me. stomach flu. LOL.

SU YING! A very helpful gurl at scotts. she always help me sell shoes when i go break! thanks so much!

All in all, i've finished.

WOW! took me 2 and a half hours.

mj/foxtrot/chalet

2007-03-06T10:21:00.000+08:00

got my posting results.
got into mjc.
am i happy or not?
wasnt happy at first.
cause i by-passed tj and sajc with 8pts.
but now, im happy liaos.
cause..
FIONA is with ME.
taking H2 chem,econs,maths;
H1 physics.
tmr reporting at 7.30am.

yesterday was my last at work.
starting break now.
before i settle down in mj.
went for the body massage!
it was GREAT!
i also won a free massage/facial package BUT
im under 21!
Cant go for it. sadded.

going for chalet now with the scotts peeps.
last time im gonna see them for more than 5 hours.
see ya guys!

freakingg news..

2007-03-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

I just found out..
that im starting school on the 7th of March!
not after sch hols!
shucks.
cause i booked a chalet for the 6th and 7th
and im paying almost 20bucks for it!
haii.
i think at least everyone's still looking forward to the cyling/rollerblading. =)

blessed mummy with 104bucks to pay for her degree course textbook.
in return,
she gave me a $20 taka voucher!
ahha!
what can i buy from taka??

im happy.
found a new direction during cell ytd.
really glad that it was confirmed during service today!
that explains my uneasiness in choir i guess?

had a combined cell group sports outing tdy.
E426.S28.E337.
we sent out 2 captain ball teams and 1 basketball team.
we got second in place for basketball!
and got trashed for captains' ball.
think we've got to train harder to win the next time!
in all, we won 50 bucks worth of ben's and jerry ice cream vouchers!
"ICE CREAM, HERE WE COME~!"
(:
and oh! i signed up for 4 emerge events!
-SMS shoot-out [LOL. just to accompany jun]
-Spelling Bee. *buzz
-Shoe Design Competition
-Parade of SchooLs!
JC-ians shall conquer the world!!

alright. pictures shall be uploaded soon.
gonna sleep now.
needa tune my sleeping time if not im gonna be late for FIRST DAY of schooL!
excited bout tmr's full body massage~~

ahha.

2007-03-03T11:39:00.000+08:00

worked afternoon at scotts ytd.
had chicken chop noodles at greenview!
finally.
after sucha long time.
it's great! especially the soup.
no wonder tim has to drink 2 bowls each time.
fangfang bought the shoes for me ler~
black ah-ma shoes.
LOL.
5 bucks only!
but its comfortable and cute!
hahs. thanks gurl!
re-did stocktake.
shawn called tim in the midst of it and he was SCCREEAMINGG~
i was up there and i can hear his voice lah.
happy for him that he did well. (:
went for break with su-lin
had bandito again.
3 times go break with her, 3 times eat bandito.
su-lin also wanna buy the shoe! LOL.
felyssia also wanna buy!
NOW.
4 of us have the same ah ma black shoe.

after break;
started camwhoring again.
my aim for these few days is to take pic with all scotts peeps.
so far, i've taken with..
anne.
felyssia.
fangfang.
ivy.
auntie chris.
auntie lihong.
cherie.
xinyi.
timothy.
suying.
SO...
im left with..
ahbee.
meiyean.
kelly.
shawn.
alicia.
isetan staff.
whooHOO! nvm. next week's chalet we can take more! (:

went to settler's with felyssia and su-lin.
for an hour.
went for a drive-around-Singapore spree.
sent felyssia back to yishun
sent sulin back to pasir ris
before heading home.

was super moody yesterday.
plus im not feeling well.
so im sorrie if i had offended anyone.
cheers!

emo times

2007-03-02T02:11:00.000+08:00

just talking to sulin online about hana kimi.
bout how much quan sacrificed for ruixi.
sucha sweet romance..

i was reminded of him.
of the times when we were so close.
yet not together.
missed...
sms-ing one another all day;
chatting on the phone till like wee hours;
receiving his morning calls;
his treat to bubble tea;
being his mortal;
his valentine cum birthday gift - pooh;
venting my troubles on him;
naming him -----in;
his advices.
but all these;
had come to an end in one plus years.

it was a great experience that i've encountered in my 17 years of existence
and i will never forget.

here's the conditions of my future choice
he has to be...
God's child;
confident;
the youngest in the family (got reason for this);
helpful;
caring;
devoted;
loving;
fillial;
taller than 157cm;
older than me;
and mature.

haha! i still have time to wait. (though im waiting for some things to happen)
focus on seeking first the kingdom of God
and let things take on its course. (:

warehouse plus work

2007-03-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

morning at scotts again.

tim walked in at 10am-to report for work

found out that he made a mistake and that he's working tmr not tdy.

we ended up arranging stock.

from A to Z.

tough time we had!

then he went to robinsons to cover up for francine while i started on stock-taking.

stock taking is actually both FUN and SIAN-ness.

1.Fun- you have an excuse not to be on the sales floor and not getting scolded~!

2.Sian- once you get distracted by someone, you will need to re-do the SKU's stock check.

happy that i sold 2 pairs! though 2 pairs, they're expensive. (:

caroline gold-109 bucks

juliana ivory-150 bucks

met ivy and shawn for dinch (dinner+lunch) at taka.

wanted to treat shawn but he rejected.

felt so bad when i heard about what happened to him because of me. so SORRY!

went to check out the "other" juliana at taka.

shawn and I pretended to be customers enquiring about the shoe.

nothing special actually.

went to cine. korean mart.

bought this cute blusher! $12.50 only~! cute huh?

met tim after his gym to go to warehouse.

packed boxes. take stock. clean-up.

did 140 boxes on my own!! whooHOO.

we took some pictures too.

finally done! 9pm.

OFF WE GO!

shagged.

a day.

2007-02-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

Morning shift at scotts.
Sad thoughts came to my mind as I worked.
Ivy's gone (transferred to taka).
Fangfang's shuttling between metro and scotts.
Zida's last day.
Felyssia's last month.
Someone's last 21 days.
My last few days too.
Just 1 day off and so many things happened.
I will miss scotts people loads!
Time flies mann..
From 24th Nov, till now, 3 months has passed.
Although i missed the opportunity to go for the first 3 months, miss out the chance of meeting new friends of my age, miss out pon-ing lessons with classmates.
I still thank God that i get to meet so many others who have brought happiness into my life.
I love you guys! *muacks* (:

Went to The Central with Joanna after BS to shop. we both bought a black top each. that shop has all those clothes that i love! but due to time constraint, we left after that shop-exclusive.
30% off for all tops and dresses~
15% off for all belts~ (i think?)
Good bargain i guess.
May go back to get a dress! (:
Met a hot dude on the train! hahas.
Took the same train from Outram Park to Eunos! WhooHOO! eye-candy.

fun days.

2007-02-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

stayed home the whole day. woke up at 12.30pm (:
watch. eat. rest.
watched hana kimi ep14!
SO nice.. wu zun and ella's a great couple! ahha! cant wait for the finale.
channel 5 is showing "the arena" now and the topic's on "are singapore youths politically apathetic?" i woud stand on the opposition though. after watching a part of the debate, i would say that its a good educational show cause it improves our english and also helps in expanding our knowledge bank.
the show's starting soon. blog again.

2007-02-27T18:09:00.000+08:00

I've always regarded you as an important friend.
At any time it may be, you can count on me.
Let me be the one who will comfort you.

Yong Tau Hoo Party

2007-02-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

This post was supposed to be posted on saturday-24/2

went to jia yu's house for our YONG TAU HOO PARTY! yeahh~ finally.. after saying for sucha long time, it has come to past! Jia yu's home cooked hakka yong tau hoo. yummy yummy!

fiona and i met up at about 2 plus to go to jia yu's house. cause jia yu's busy mincing the meat blah blah, fiona and i started taking pictures.

Its the year of pig! *oinkoink*

Jia Yu's hanbok! finally see it personally. it's nice~

Eating Jellies.. cause we dont have yong tau hoo yet!!

Taking pictures with jia yu's hanbok. Realised that its SUPER LONG! Wanna try it the next time i go her house mann! (:

we went into the kitchen to help jia yu "sai" the minced meat into the mushrooms, tau hoo, tau pok and bitterguords before heading to the living room to take pictures again.

picture with the juniors- zerlina, iffah and ke hua

tada!! here's how the yong tau hoo turns out to be!

at the table eating..

All in all, im really thankful for JIA YU's efforts in making the yong tau hoo. it was delicious and I LOVE IT! =))

SHOPPING OUTING with my ANT partner

2007-02-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was such a fulfilling day, met su-lin on the train. We both woke up late. (: Supposed to bring her to the “greenview” coffeeshop to eat chicken chop rice but it was closed due to the Chinese New Year. We ended up in lucky plaza at the basement coffeeshop eating sliced fish bee hoon. I LOVE IT! Their soup is super nice and their fish is fresh. I missed eating it when I worked at wisma in the past..

Here’s how it looked like..

After that, we headed for wisma to find shawn. I prepared mars bar for my colleagues at scotts and thought maybe I could pass him one too.

Here’s the bag of MARS bar! With a small note from me too!

Met marvin there and we went to scotts. ISETAN SCOTTS I mean. Not scotts shopping centre. Passed tim the pricetags’ labels that I spent the night doing.

THEN... We walked all the way back to takashimaya to get sean’s mum an appreciation gift. That’s the main reason why marvin was here. After finding for bout 1 plus hours, we finally got a framed “God Bless” from precious moments. Deleted the picture by accident.

We ate auntie anne’s and its my first time eating pretzals! Parmesan cheese was my choice and the picture below is the remainder of it! Hahas.

Marvin left and AH HAH! That’s where sulin and my shopping spree starts. Here’s sulin’s shopping list. LONG HUH?

We headed for far east plaza and popped by this shop where we were supposed to buy shoes. BUT, we ended up buying clothes. Sulin bought a top and shorts while I bought a pair black shorts. Ahh! I was supposed to accompany her do her shopping and not shop cause I just bought 2 pairs of shoes the day before. Here’s the shorts I bought.

We roamed about the place looking for her shoes but to no avail. So we ended up at Livia looking for accessories. I needed to buy another glitter hair band cause I broke mine. Both of us got the same colour – dark blue. And we started taking pics again. With our new hair bands…

Clair called me and I found out she was also in orchard area with my distant relative Torrance TAI. They came over to far east and we managed to self-take a picture.

They headed off for Heeren while sulin and I went to eat Taiwan shilin snacks. She ate oyster mee sua. (: while I bought the fried chicken despite my sore throat! Hahs.

7pm-Sulin headed for her Japanese class at shaw towers while I went back to isetan to chat with the others. Managed to take pictures with Anne, Fang Fang and Timothy..

After that, went to meet mummy and Auntie Judy at eunos station. We refunded the MP4 player and went to “DIFFERENT TASTES RESTAURANT”. (Address: 111 Frankel Ave ) Super Nice and cheap! NO GST and 0% service charge! I treated to them dinner and I’m surprised that it only cost me $39.40 for the whole dinner! We ordered 3 dishes and took some pictures.

Pictures of mummy, auntie judy and I

Dish nO.1 Sambal Kang Kong (my favourite dish from here!)

Dish nO.2 Song Fish Head

Dish nO.3 Chicken in Prawn Paste

FUN DAY IN TOTAL :)

random

2007-02-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

im blogging cause im waiting.
for a song to transfer finish to shawn.
called HOLY.

Talking to my ANT partner online with regards to tmr's shopping trip. She has a LONNG shopping list mann.. Skirt, dress, shorts, tops etc etc. hahas. hoping to play POOL too. (: Bringing her to eat the chicken chop rice at far east. maybe can take some pics to introduce here.

Treating mummy to pepper lunch for dinner tmr! as a birthday gift from me. (: Love her!

Just as i am talking to su lin, my phone rang. it was frm shawn. i looked at the screen and saw this!
"Sending of "08 Holy.wma" to . : S h A w N i E : . has failed."
crap. 1 hour plus of time has gone to waste and he's super sad lah. at least i managed to send him through email. hope he can open it. (: let's pray.

work at scotts

2007-02-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

20 FEB 07

Back to work finally.. missed the shoes! (: missed the people at scotts too. sold lots of angies tdy. shawn sold one, i sold two. its alot for a day cause we only sold 8 pairs in total. Met chun wah after work and we went to play pool. it's the first time (in my memory) i played and he spent bout half an hour teaching me. out of 3 rounds we played, i won him ONCE! hahas. Realised that pool requires a lot of shoulder strength and accuracy. Cause the strength of each shot determines your win or lose. Fun game thou. waiting for another chance to play again! ahhas.

21 FEB 07

Mummy's birthday today. gonna treat her to dinner this coming friday at different taste! Worked full at scotts. The whole shoes dept was so quiet all day long! Customers that came in was little plus little. Hahas. Ivy, Anne, Li Ying and I went to "lou hei" at staff canteen. we bought the HUGE plate of yu sheng at 18 bucks and did the lou hei thing. it was fun yet dirty! we had to say loads of cheng yus that is good and we dropped alot of the keropoks on the table! the whole process was great and i enjoyed it! i'm gonna have another session on saturday with the cell at home! im in charge of the foodies.. (: OH!! Lynn Tay found another victim - FANG FANG. It was fangfang's suay day. Just like my suay day last year (2912). Hahas. and yeah. she caught her breaking down into tears too. now, lynn tay has 3 victims. 1.me, 2. shawn and 3. fangfang. LOL. charles came to scotts with his friend jasper. his friend thought that i was a university grad! haha. fang fang and i were lost for words mann. mummy came to pick me and charles hitched a ride frm us.

**Actually i took pictures of the pool session and 'lou hei' session just that its on my handphone, it will take a longer time to upload.

Chinese New Year

2007-02-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

It's day one that I realised my family has stepped into a crisis. I wont further elaborate. For the first day of CNY, my family stayed home all day until about 5 when we went to my first auntie's place to bai nian and home again. This is what i wore. A pinkk tunic, white pants, 'J' necklace from jun, pink substance heels and mummy's white leather bag.

Day Two- stayed home all day till my cousins and nephews/nieces came in the evening.. They made my whole CNY! The 7 kids made me busy and i just LOVE them! (: We have, YangYang (the oldest), Jie Jie, baby Angel, Si Ying, Shu Han, Licia and baby Kieran( the youngest). *muacks to them!

1.Si Ying (Left), Shu Han (top) and Licia (front) with POOH! It was hard getting licia to take picture cause she was bouncing here and there! =))

2. Si Ying and Shu Han squashing my Pooh.. i pity my dearest pooh!

3. Presenting you LICIA~! Finally.. after MUCH persuasion, she managed to pose a picture for me.

4. Shu Han, Si Ying and I. abit blurr thou.

5. Me and baby Kieran! He's just 4 months old! Oh ya! He's one who just loves being hugged! The moment we lay him on the mattress, he will start making noise..

6. ShuHan, Si Ying, baby Kieran and Me. baby Kieran moved his head.

7. Tha sisters once again! and with Sportie this time.

8. Last but not least, with the boys, we have YangYang (in red), Jie Jie (in green), Me, Si Ying and ShuHan. Actually.. u can spot a little of baby Angel at the back on the left. She's a real cute gurl who's afraid of sportie. like her mum! :)

These kids made me happier in this chinese new year season. Back to work tmr. After such a LONNG TIME.. hahas. miss the shoes at scotts! im back foxtrot! (:

Chinese New Year

2007-02-18T01:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

May your 'piggy' year be filled with lots of creativity, joy and prosperity! (: *oink*

Pictures

2007-02-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

Picture Uploads~

Picture #1: IVY, ANN and I!! (:

Picture #2: Another one of US in the toilet! LOL.

Picture #3: Ivan and I

Picture #4: Wei Qiang and I (thanks for rushing!) hahas.

Picture #5: At the warehouse; packing for scotts and wisma

Picture #6: At the warehouse; david talking to alicia (candid)

Picture #7: Jia Yu, Me, Ah Tan and Fiona on Graduation Day 'o6

Picture #8: This is the bouquet that i sent to YiLun on Valentine's Day. =))

Picture #9: Just a picture that i tried to take with sportie but apparently, she was totally disinterested.

Picture #10: Pinkk Stich with pinkk rose from Timothy and Shawn

Valentine's day 'o7

2007-02-15T01:56:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day 'o7

I spent the whole day with flowers by my side. First thing in the morning, mummy and i had to go to (auntie) ivy's place to see what we had to deliver. HOWEVER, when we got there, we found out that we do not have to deliver anymore. cause the internet has some prob and customers cannot order online. it caused a jam in orders and only a few came in. The alternative plan was to sell along the streets in town. Mummy and I became a temp florist, packing one stalk by one stalk into the cylinder to sell. We set off from her place with about 100 plus one stalk/bouquets with us. On the way, she called us to deliver a bouquet to upper bukit timah. it was GREAT news to us lah. cause we finally did something that we were supposed to do. After that, sent flowers to YI LUN on behalf of EUGENE! The one and only deal i made for the day. She was so surprised and one thing i noe for sure, i cant lie. Cause i will stammer.. siann.

Mummy and I parked our car at Raffles City to sit in it. We tried to sell flowers several times but to no avail. so, we ended up sitting in the car. e bought ya kun toast to eat. mummy was SO stresed up looking at the flowers and we were so bored that we both fell asleep in the garden of roses.. until the first two girls came by to sell the roses. I stayed with her till auntie judy came and by then, our on stalks are running low and bouquets not moving cum dying. I had to rush off to orchard to meet shawn and tim to sell roses.

Dressed in purple top, jean shorts, white bag and tammy black, i started selling roses along orchard road. As i asked couples whether they wanna buy roses, i started to think about myself too.. I felt a tinge of sourness as I thought to myself, when will i be the one walking along the streets with my boyfriend while students ask us to buy roses. Will it be soon? Or maybe in another 3 years or so? I really need someone whom i can share my unhappiness and joy to especially when im going through such problems in life. I really hope that there would be someone showering love and concern for me. Anyway, yeahh. i just have to wait. i have been both rejected and i reject. so, lets leave it to him. We sold until people are still willing to buy those that we're planning to discard! AMAZING yeah? I din really sell alot. Didnt want any commission by shawn insisted on something so i said that i wanted the balloon that we saw on the streets before going to his sis' place. So he went down to get a PINK one. (: Alicia, Timothy and I stayed in the air-conditioned room where we chatted and I counted the money. Tim's dad came to pick the guys while both alicia and i wanted to take a cab back.. My leg hurts like mad cause of my new tammy. had a blister and it was high. met ah mok at the bus stop and ended up talking to him. his last day is today. xiao fen also. when will it be my turn? i dont want lehhz.. i like my company! in the end, i took 518 to old house there and take a cab back cause all the cab hotlines were engaged and i couldnt flag for any cab along the road.

Mummy brought back 2 bouquets of roses home for me! and i took some pictures of them.

Picture #1: The PINK balloon from shawn and tim

Picture #2: Bouquet no. 1

Picture #3: Bouquet no. 2

Picture #4: I Love You with pinkk petals

Picture #5: Pinkk balloon with pinkk petals

Picture #6: Tim and Shawn with their signboards. Look at the smiles on their face!

Steamboat Partee

2007-02-11T07:33:00.000+08:00

Ytd, e337 had a steamboat session at sean's house~! these are the pictures taken!

1. Our table's pot! =)) FULL of salmon..

2. LUn's table with ronald's friends

3. Joshua picking his food. there were lots of quarrels over their food (ryan, rayner and joshua) and the "dang ou".. LOL

4. Now, its small shawn's turn! See his smiles??

5. Marvin and Ryan

6. E337 Brothers~

7. Look at Ronald's eyes! nicenice?

8. Sean, me, maxine and pamela

9. Marvin and I

10. Qian Jun and I

11. Rayner and Joshua

12. The Shawn/Seans. They have the same expression! hahs.

13. Ronald, Jun and I

14. Group Photo 1

15. Group Photo 2

16. JUN!! LOOk OUT! still can smile huh?

17. LOL. The Last Supper

18. After everything.. This is what i call Manhood! (:

updates

2007-02-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

These few days have past in a wink! craps. O levels results are gonna be out tom! Haha. i believe that many people of my age would be feeling restless during class or feeling anxious while working but hey guys! Remember that as long as you've worked hard for it, your results will show. SO, dont worry!

monday- did only like 3 and a half hours of work and went back to rest. cause im not feeling well. but still had to go vivo with mummy and her friends cause i already promised them. first time to vivo and couldnt find the escalator to b2 cause it was so messy. ahhas. we wanted to have thai express but ended having thai accent cause it was on level two instead of basement two. On my way to the car, i met someone doing something that i never expected to see her do. She was dressed in speg and shorts with her left hand placed across her body and right hand holding onto a cigarrette, alternating between her mouth and the bin's ash tray. She was one who actually tasted the goodness and abundance grace of God as she was growing yet i see her doing that. It really reminds me of what lun say. that the end times are really really coming.. I just felt so grieved..

tuesday- did robinsons in the morning cause francine took personal leave. It was alright lahh. not as bad as wisma. francine came over at 5.30pm to wait for me. we were so indecisive with where to go. SO.. we ended up at the bank! lol. when alicia asked me where are we shopping, i blatantly replied "we're shopping at the bank!" cause we queued up fro quite a long time at the bank. The two of us changed our cards to the new debit card with our names. francine and i chatted alot and she even smelt something funny. maybe what she says is right but can it happen? hmm.. whatever it is, leave it to God. after sucha long time, we finally got to scotts by bus. we went to isetan to say hi to shawn and francine blabbered some rubbish la. but i was more concerned about the new sole lovers promoter. they had a company dinner so thought that vincent was gonna come but ended up it was shi kai at scotts. so paiseh lahh. cause i was like "hey, are u vincent?" then he immed replied "no?". had some brief talk before i was pulled back to the conversation with francine and shawn. hmm, lotsa changes in schedules all the time and i guess francine's tired. LOL. francine and i went to eat pepper lunch. my first time there in fact. when my dish came, i was like what to do with it. francine taught me what to do and started pouring sauce over my rice while i stirred and fried the rice.. Alicia met up with us after work and we went to buy our make up. Alicia bought eye shadow, foundation, loose foundation and eye liner while i just got a concealer. thanks to our dearest francine for the help in make up! =)) shawn joined us after work and we went to starbucks to chill out till like 11pm. and alicia and shawn found out that they were LONG LOST FRIENDs! as in they already knew one another years back and now, they're in the same company! hahas. i also got to know bout francine's secret! lalala. francine and alicia took a cab back while shawn and i took 65 back. i missed my bus stop and had to walk back. tiring mann..

wednesday- just like a normal day, worked in the morning, bs in the evening and walked to george st to meet mummy and the rest. and wow! mummy is getting a one and a half month bonus! hahas. =)) grace. oh! and i finally got mummy's bag that is bought on behalf of her cell.

today- REST~! hahhs. woke up late, use com, watch finish my love pattzi and im going out for class soon~ will blog after i get my results tmr! see ya! have a nice day

Recent pictures

2007-02-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

hah. i brought my cam to church on sunday and took some pictures though it isnt alot. lets see what we have!

1. Francine and I! she was just sitting few rows behind me!

2. Piggy from LuN! These are rayner's and mine! =))

3. E337 with LuN~ These are the faithful people! haas. where are the sistas!?!

4. My dearest Jun and I! Long time since we took a picture! This is taken at my mum's gym at george street. taken right beside the pool and my pouch flew into the pool while we were busy taking pictures of us and the nice sceneries.

series of tests.

2007-02-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

Here's some tests that i did cause i ran out what to blog about. probably cause i dun wanna embarrass myself thats why i din blog. lOl. don't get it? cont reading the test results la! u can do it too! =))

You Are An ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are 16% Control Freak

There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes.
While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you.

Are You A Control Freak?

You Don't Hold a Grudge

You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you.
Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

THANKs *muacks

2007-01-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

I would like to express my thanks to these people who msged me birthday wishes or even called me. I was really touched by every msg and greeting.

Firstly.. Mummy!

David

Shawn

Timothy

Joan

Jia Yuh

Angie

Francine

Nicholas

My darling Qian Jun

Ah Kon

Shu Wei

Ms How

Shi Jie

My dearest Jason

Andrea

Yi Lun

Zarah

Phoebe

Eliza

Jia Liang

Yuan Mei

Sean

Michele

Clair

Kee Wei

Clement

Chun Wah

Erdiah

Ariel

Fiona

Alan

Beth

Li Yun

Tao Lian

Xiao Fen

Ronald

Wilberg

Jia Jia

Daniel

Jasmine

You guys made my day! =))

Eventful day

2007-01-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

back to blogging again.. lemme talk about what woke me up.. My good friend GABRIEL SOH played a trick on me! he used jia yu's phone to call me and tell me that her phone is lost and wanted me to meet him. after that, i found out tht it was a trick cause i called gabriel soh to get jia yu and jia yu was laughing like nobody's business.it was there and then that i found out that i was tricked! haii.. im always tricked by him lah.

back to yesterday. met kon at marina square instead of orchard as kon was there. thanks for the prezzie~! kon gave me looads of PINK accessories from diva! hahas.. got pink hairband, pink bracelets, pink earrings and a red white ring. we went to the food court and even ate the chocolate fondue thing la. pls dont go there and eat! cause the chocolate doesnt melt.. we waited for so long and the chocolate remained the same.. and also, the chocolate is so sticky that it doesnt stick to the fruit/marshmellow.. after that, we wanted to head dwn to orchard by bus. we took bus 36 from suntec convention centre. as we were so engrossed in 'making' my signature (for my debit card) on the bus, we din realised that it was heading towards MaRINE PARADE! we freaked out la! then cause we were already on the highway, we were unable to stop. so i had to stop at the first bus stop after the bus leave the highway. by the time i got to orchard, both alicia and shawn already end work.

Timothy, shawn, alicia and i went down to settlers cafe at clarke quay to play boardgames. the people there would introduce games to you according ur requirements like easy, medium, hard and what kind of games for eg. strategy, reflex. the first game we got was a reflex game and tim and i were so slow that our cards were the highest.. alicia and shawn were the ones fighting real hard for it. and... shawn won. shawn was biggest winner of the day! hahas. he won so many games but i din even win one la! haii. we left the place at 1.30am and i walked down to bugis rea with shawn to catch my 65m bus.. BUT, when we reached park lane, we realised that 65M had been replaced by a series of night buses. i realised that i have to take 2N but it left the moment i wanted to catch it. had to wait for the next one. and it will take 20mins! we were waiting when mummy gave me a call at like 2.30am and offered to fetch me back. shawn accompanied me till 3am when mummy reached the bus stop which we were at before he left. thanks! =)) oh! let me be random again.. thanks timothy and shawn for the stich speakers and flower. they're pink! hahas. i like them!=))

alright.. i MUST go. im late for my meeting with qian jun already...

Happy Birthday

2007-01-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

24 Jan- Went to watch "happy birthday" with alicia and her friend ah sing. The show was quite nice lah i would say. Its full of flashbacks and it may seem boring if you dont get it in the front. but when it comes to the last 10-15 mins, pieces of the story come together.. and tada! the whole show ends. mummy sent us back cause yeahh.. we watched the last show of the day and by the time we finished our fries, it was 12 plus.

25 Jan- Worked at wisma. im not sure whether its a good thing that i was posted back to wisma cause i feel the difference in the atmosphere and i felt so far away from the present. Anyway, i wanna thank david and all foxtrot staffs for the Isetan voucher given to me as a birthday present! =))

26 Jan (before 5pm)- i went to the airport! and.. i saw him!! in real person... i was so close to him that i could give his shoulder a pat! he said hi to me reacting to the pat! so happy lahh! *grins* after that, i went to bugis to meet jia yu to go for nafa open house. we got into straits time! ahh.. like cause we were there to see the piano presentation and the photographer from the straits time needed us to come into the picture as audience. so paiseh lahh.. hahas. took a train back to eunos and dropped by ryan's mum's shop. bought a bracelet for myself that i like and i got a discount! hahas. 2 bucks less! yeahh.. now home.. resting and waiting for my pizza.. later in the evening, gonna meet jasmine kon at orchard to shop shop and hang out then meet alicia, shawn and timothy to head down to clarke quay to settler's cafe. to have fun! playing boardgames.. will cont blogging later! my pizza is here~~

oh! i wanna thank those who sent their birthday wishes to me and yah, really really.. im touched! =D hmm.. maybe i shall name out those who wished me huh? maybe tom? i'll be home like 2 plus cause settler's cafe closes at 1 plus. have fun!

WISDOM TOOTH?!?

2007-01-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

i just found out ytd that i've got a wisdom tooth! so shocked lahh. the night before, i was talking to mummy on the car about having wisdom teeth and here, the next day, i found myself having one. the thoughts of injections, seeing the dentist and 'operations' freaks me out man. mummy says that i have to wait till i go back to school then i see the dentist. hopefully the other three would grow by then. so that i can settle it fast. im an early bloomer. cause im having my first at the age of 17! cherry's friend had hers at the age of 24 la. siann...

alright, enough of this topic on wisdom tooth...

im back at scotts after so long. but im only there like for 3 days. lai ying turns me off at scotts lah. thank God she's not doing my shifts this week. im working only from monday to thursday this week. dunno why, im happy though. cause the other days i can rest. friday can spend my birthday while sat and sun.. i have some events on! =)) waiting for the weekends to come mann..

read a blog story by peifen, a yes933 DJ (blog add: datoufen.blogspot.com) on a teenager. It's quite nice laa. im surprised by her ability to write so well. now.. im starting to imagine bout my first relationship too. haha. well, it all goes in His way la. maybe i've met him already.. who noes? hehes. alright im gonna sleep liaos. so that i can wake up on time tom! I promised lynn tay that i will be early! =))

Just a day

2007-01-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back from jasmine's chalet. It was a short stay as we ended cell late and tomorrow, i'm gonna have a long day ahead too. We(Jun and I) intended to stay over last night but we were just too tired and i was also not feeling well. Thats why we ended up coming home in the middle of the night where we spent our night in the living room. Went down to TP's open house with mummy and collected loads of brochures on all the business courses available. We also made cheesecake for refreshments and the rest said that they liked it. good for us cause we're first timers. =))

There's alot of things that im concerned.. but i just cant express myself right now. tOO many tat it shd be kept within me..

Where's the jasmine that i used to know????

OVERjoyed!

2007-01-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Someone just msged me and all of a sudden, my mood turned for the better! Thanks! I needa sleep now.. =)) super lack of sleep right now.

MOOdy-

2007-01-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

Super moody today. tired, sianness, pissed, paranoid, happy, jealous all mixed as one.

Sales at Isetan Scotts and Orchard! I wanna shop tOO. But where do i get the money? hah. ;-P

FOXTROT group pictures

2007-01-18T02:12:00.000+08:00

1. Taken at Safra Club after company training

2. Taken at one of the random christmas trees along Clarke Quay

NEW beginning

2007-01-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

2007! A brand new year. A new beginning in my life too. long time since i've blogged huh? yeah.. since like July 2o06?!? LOL. back ONCE again.

I've graduated from secondary school!! Whoohoo~! But there's this weird feeling that i get when i step into dunman on 5th Jan 2007. All the new faces.. all the different primary school uniforms.. all the field cooking stuff.. all the enthusiastic instructors... reminds me of myself when i stepped into secondary school in 2003. Oh! and Muihia, Mavis, Raj as our camp chiefs and deputies. Now, i'm like in the position that they're in. The ex-leaders! wow. seems like 4 years flew by so fast.

Many people came and go in my secondary school life but i still wanna thank all of you who have brought fun, joy, laughter and even irritations(mUaHAhA) to me! I believe that i've grown up through all the teachings and learnings from the people around and the experiences that i've gone through. Every moment is a learning experience. never let go of it. =))

Currently, I'm working to gain experience in the sales industry while waiting for results. At Isetan Scotts and Orchard selling shoes! HAHA! The brand i'm working for is foxtrot and i really love the people in my company! They're so out-going lah! Loved the time when we had our company training and about 7 of us walked down clarke quay to coffee club for some coffee and Tabboo! Super enjoyable lah. We played until the shop was about to close. took some photos too! Will post in another post. cause its BIG! hahs.

The FUN-LOVING foxtrot promoters: David, Glynis, Timothy, Shawn, Nicholas, Francine, Denise, Joan, Alice, Alicia, Jasmine, Angie, Jia Yuh, Emily, Jinny =))

Now, to the wisma promoters! Without these peeps, my life in wisma would be dreadful! Serious, wisma is liken to a jail mann.. This cannot, that cannot. Really happy to have them around to talk cock, play games, makan together, smuggling food into the store, going shopping together! =)) they made my life come alive! They are... tada... Shijie, ShuYin, TaoLian, BoonYen, Erdiah, Fizah, Jason, XiaoFen, iLah, AhMok? hahas. They made me stay at wisma.. if not i would have requested a transfer mann.. haha.. LOL. jk lahh. not so serious. But without them chatting and playing, i would have stoned and rotted somewhere by now.. hahs.

Today, worked till like 630. chiong-ed down to suntec city by cab. and guess how much was it? $8.50! From Wisma to Suntec lehh! The real cab fare shd be $5 but cause of city area surcharge, peak hour surcharge and ERP, it added up till so much lahh.. i shd have taken the train lah.. so much money spent.. i just withdrew and spent almost all at a go. Met jasmine for dinner at suntec foodcourt with jun. I met someone. he seemed indifferent towards me lah. he was with another gurl. supposedly his girlfriend? only talked to jasmine. anyway im not bothered too. Couldnt make it on time to reach diva before it closes so we made our way back home. it's been quite awhile since i hanged out with jasmine and hah! think i've gotten her go crazy on THAT topic! LOL. bought seventeen. so much on valentine stuff. =)

racial harmony

2006-07-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

got loads to blog about! cause yeah, its been days since i last blogged. lets go into it ONE by ONE.

friday. had racial harmony day celebrations. managed to take several pictures with some of my teachers and MANY with my friends! Its a day meant to jot down memories~! I do regret one thing though. I walked past him yet din ask him for a picture cause i dun dare. dumb =X now, i regret it so much. my school is having the teachers' concert but i did not buy the tic. Jia Yu going with iffah they all, fiona watching movie with jy, eileen cannot make it, su lin was out, matt dun want to go, me too, dun wanna go. stayed home and watch tv instead. (anyways, pictures are on their waay.. i getting fiona to upload the pics. no more laptop. =X)

saturday. LAN gaming competition. cell sent 3 teams to play DOTA. although none of them won, i believe that they had a great time laa. went down to redhill with serena, joshua and jun for make-up cell. it was sis doreen's cell and tommy's house. great woman of God. she preached a great message too! on the way back, i went to Mr bean and bought the bottle. super cute. if i can buy again, i will buy for ah tan. since she likes it.

sunday. sermon is a chapter in the bible study book on marriage. the topic was.. the couple's role: leaving and cleaving. its about the individuals who will have to leave their parents emotionally and physically, being independant as one. interesting one. there are more lessons starting on the 12th Aug. Its useful learning before we even get attached. cause at least we understand how to hold on to a marriage in the right way then destroying it with our own hands.. had a make-up cell at my place. so once again, din get to fellowship with E337. Quite sad bout that cause its when we can really fellowship with one another. mum's laptop failed on her. the hard disk failed arh i think. and she dont want to buy another one cause melvin and i will spoil it once again. persuading my father to get me one asap! gee. =)

today. totally shagged! though lessons were not really tiring or conceptual, i was seriously tired man. i came home and slept till 8. morning, mrs neo talked to the whole sec 4 batch bout the survey tht we did. 4E was rather negative bout the questions but i thought so otherwise. IF supposedly, everyone did it with their whole heart. what makes them unsure of certain stuff? the questions that were "badly" done were many questions on things like systems n personal feelings. grasping the geist of such systems takes a lot of publicizing. although mentioning it once or twice year would help, if there is another method of publicizing all these stuff, for example, edquinox? or the notice board outside the general office? it would help quite alot. with this uncertainty of such systems, one may feel rather awkward when it comes to being proud as a student. of course, this concerns the responsivesness of the students themselves. If they are not responsive, obviously they do not know what is happening in the surroundings. woah. i just realised that i've said too much. lOlx. oh ya, if i do appear with suddent outbursts or wad, do not take it to heart. cause im rather emotional these days..

movie with jia liang is postponed cause there are no nice movies to watch. waiting to watch "click" together. seems like a nice show led by adam sandler. lets wait for the trailers to be out. dun ask me why i did not watch pirates. cause i dont wanna watch it. (thats my answer) everyone is like watching except me. to me, its not a lost.. anyways, need to do my geog now.

i dunno what to say =X

2006-07-20T21:35:00.001+08:00

EVERYONE!! Dun add this person anti-chc@hotmail.com!! He's sick laa. he would do something real sick to show u (on webcam). if he adds u, just ignore. if u think dirty, u will noe whats it.

I dunno what's happening mann. first i meet this fella online. then next, one of my guy friend confessed to me once agains. and wanns to meet me out. but im seriously busy with studying! haii. think i try to meet him this coming sunday bahh.

Now, Bro meng jin just smsed me about the POS money agains.. i feel so "cannot make it" laa. dunno how to open my mouth and ask for money although its like already 1 month plus after POS. I feel that i 'gu fu" him too much. his 100 plus bucks.. still chasing... haii.

enough lers. im tired. tom is racial harmony day. wearing the same lime green punjabi suit. 2nd time wearing. seems so 'old'.. nites.

Dun understand

2006-07-19T19:22:00.001+08:00

I just dun understand what is happening to this laptop. First, it failed on me. Had to re-format the whole com and i lost all my data on the com. Secondly, now, the websites are all viewed in CHINESE! what is happening! so crap. chn 55's 8pm show rawks. so many delicacies. yumm yummy! lOlx. i just love hong kong TVB shows! rawks mann..

had this partners' award interview today. think i did rather badly. but should be passable i guess. i just realised that prelims is like in another 5 weeks time! and the best thing of all is that i havent started on my revision. super slack man. eliza said that we will have the motivation dex. BUT where is mine!?!

our eyes met.

O Levels LC

2006-07-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

Wad a day to fall sick. Mum did not want me to go to school today cause yesterday, i was actually coughing non-stop for the whole night. and i was really tired. but the moment i thought of the classes i need to attend and also, the LC test we need to take, i contemplated. But mummy said that its better to get some medicine first then go school in the afternoon. I listened to her since i really needed something to stop the cough.

Went to the docs at 9. The wait was so long laa. i waited till 9.45 before i could see him. after which the doc said that it could be a viral infection but its cleared now. and the BEST thing was that he said that i could only take the medicine after my exam! AHH! cause it will affect my concentration blah. really sian laa. i rather go school mann. What's more, I have done all my homework!

Listening comprehension was rather alright except this question(Qn.9) which everyone is asking around about. Popular answers are A and C but i wrote C. Lets ask Miss Si tom.

Oh ya, just bought a Bohemian green top w colour stones studs from zac! hee. will get to see my new top on saturday. if u wanna take a look at the stuff, u can go to littlecloset.blogspot.com! the stuff are nice, cheap and great! =)

Food Fiesta is changed to another website since i understand that everyone has linked me to babypandas.blogspot.com and its gonna be a hassle to change to another address.

SCHOOL start

2006-06-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

HEYY! im back! lOlx. after taking such a long break from my blogging craziness. Today is the first day of school and i realised that my skirt is so lonG! after 4 years wearing the skirt, i felt indifferent about it. The day really started off funny. wont say it here :X. lOlx. its bout a junior of mine.

I suddenly felt the exam stress while lessons went on as usual. Next week is my chinese O levels oral exam! crap. after that is english. after that is Chinese LC. then prelims. then practical. then its O LEVELS! so fast! thou it seems like we have 10 weeks to study for prelims, i dont think its enough! haii.as of this day, i shall concentrate on my studies. Today i will finish sis sheryn's wedding card and start on studying tomorrow(since i finished all my amaths and emaths homework).

First day of school is alright for me. just that i was rather tired. no monday blues! hehes. For amaths, i predicted germany vs brazil in finals with 1-0. can get 20 marks for amaths test u noe? hahas.

Gotta go. wanna do tha wedding card. nice wedding date: 8/7/o6.

I shall forget about haha's brother.

REST =)

2006-06-16T11:32:00.000+08:00

wont blog until school reopens. tune in then! =)

Sick

2006-05-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

blogging once again.

Had POS prac last night. it wasnt as bad as monday. maybe cause bevan only came at 8+ 9. we had fun. the floor dancers and stage dancers were playing with one another. floor dancers (which i come from) are the jing ying (elites) while the stage dancers are the ba chor mee (minced meat noodles). we had fun fellowshipping and yeah. great.

Today, im sick. having flu, cough and headache. at first wanted to like skip school but i ended up really sick. din get to see the doc cause i went down at 12.30 AND, it closes at 12.30pm. im like struggling to walk there liaos and its closed. craps. and it will only open agains at 2. i have decided that i shall take mummy's medicine since she was also sick few days back with the same illness (thou it will make me sleepy). cause i dont want to walk back there. gonna go and sleep liaos. byebye.

results.

2006-05-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

all negative thoughts came to me these few days. felt so tired and depressed. i mean its like things arent going the way i thought i could handle. i feel dumb when people insults me. like i cant rebut. its like im made this way SO WAD. i just admit alright? im fat. im ugly. im short. im pimple-ly. im violent. im crappy. im lor sor. im stupid. im everything alright?! thought that if i need not go school, i could be free from all these BUT it proved me wrong this whole weekend.

I shant say anymore about this. i dun wan to say about it anymore. :X

Couldnt get into da vinci code on sunday. due to one of the "nice" ladies at the cinema. it was my first time watching movie in town. we had 6 of us there. -qian jun, sean, michele, clement and jun hwa- the lady din allow us to go in cause yarh, michele's birthday is in another 2 months time lorr. restrict for what. as if she is not 16 in terms of years. mood was destroyed by her "No"s. walked to paradiz centre for pool. had no mood for pool cause of what someone said sometime between walking to the place and plaza singapura. went to play some video games myself. afterwhich my stomach hurts agains. had been having stomaches and it was terrible that day cause it made me wanna puke when i see food. think im gonna watch the show on my own on sat night.

Yesterday, i got really pissed off at things easily. dunno why am i living this way. can the old me return? haii. Had POS prac at SMU. it ended at like 9.30pm laa. and we danced for like 4 hours straight? taking away time for breaks blah blah. my whole body ached and i was so tired. considering the fact that i din eat since sunday's popeye after service. i have decided. i shall go on a diet by not eating rice or proper meals and continuous dance prac. as i came back home, the moment i thought of the chinese papers that i'd not done, i felt really stressed out and din wan to go school today. O levels is coming right up and im not studying. wasted. my back is gonna give way any time soon mann. it hurts so much that i couldnt get up on my own last night. my mum had to support me up. pain.

Today.
got back my chinese results. scored an A2. 70.5/100. im aiming for an A1 this coming monday cause i really wanna concentrate on other subjects during the O levels period. this time round (MYE), i din get any A1s. had 3 A2s (science, chinese and e-maths), 1 B3(a-maths), 1 C5(english), 1 C6 (history) and 1 D7 (comb humans). my L1R5 is 20 points. which isnt really good. unless its half the amount. nevermind, i shall work even HARDER for the prelims. must get a 10 for it. thanks mrs toh cause at first i scored 49/100 for history then she said, "make it 50 den" so i passed! but of course, after she checked again, i added another mark. so i passed with my own ability. slept from the moment i reached home till 8pm. im really tired of everything. im really tired. zarah says that cell will be at my house but i dunno should i be happy yet. cause its been many times where cell was supposed to be held at my place but it never did. my hopes have been crushed many times. even my mum was telling me "you always say that it is at your house but in the end, not at your house". i've always wanted to have cell at home. its such an honour. enough of my rants. gotta let my brother use the laptop. so i shall log off.

19th may.

2006-05-18T20:20:00.001+08:00

One week and one day since i last blogged. yesterday was matt and xueling's birthday. they were born in the same year, same month and same day. wow! COOL~ wish them all the best. thanks matt for the handphone pouch that he gave me. bought it on his birthday somemore. haa

updates on the past week.
i have lots to say but think im gonna keep it short. many things happened. i cant list out one by one cause really, there's alot to say. there are.. POS trainings, got back results, yan rong's wedding etc. these are the main things.

We started on intensive training for POS too. we're like meeting everyday cause we need to prac the dance and stunts. its been real fun dancing and knowing the people in the east cluster. I gave up being a FA for LTC this year cause of POS. I feel that POS is more important to me cause its my last year in dunman. the last chance of joining POS under dunman. thats why. i chose to forgo the camp.

Results. (last updated 20/5)
chinese paper 2 - 55.5/70
a maths - 63/80 , 44/80
e maths - 60/80 , 74/100
science MCQ - 35/40, chem prac - 5/15, physics prac -10/15, physics paper - 52/65, chem paper -40.5/65

If u realise, there is a trend. the overall marks is pulled down by either side of the paper. its not nice at all laa. haii. i shall do better for my prelims. english and humans coming up. kinda scared cause those are my weak points.

today, i attended rong jie's wedding. it was great! i wore this pink tube dress that the ex-co board have been laughing at with a short shawl. I din noe that so much preparation is needed for a wedding. we prepared the holy communion, reception table, unity candles, flower petals and everything. i believe that all these are worth it when the bride and bridegroom feels the love and efforts put into these. Yan rong is a great sister to me. she was the one who visited me when i came in to the cell in p6 and made a card for me. she was also the one who taught us how to make up and how to blend in with the choir. I really appreciate her and she's really sweet. wish her and vincent "bai nian hao he, zao sheng gui zi"

Lee Dong-Gun and Han Ji Hye is a real couple mann! whoo hoo! they rawk! i saw the videos on youtube and got stuck to it. i watched the movie they acted called "my boyfriend is type b". and haha. i was just talking to wayne and i asked him whether his blood type is b, his reply was YA! i din noe i had the ability to predict! hahas. was fun talking to him cause he intro this magician who does really amazing acts. its on youtube. maybe one day i shall upload onto my blog.

Presence

2006-05-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today was a fun, full of blessings and impacting day. I woke up at 7+ feeling bored and had nothing to do. i stared into space for a few hours until 10+. went in to my room and told my mum that i was seriously bored and had nothing to do. then she jio me go and bowl with her cell group.since i had nothing to do and din want to study, i decided to tag along.

Before i went to bowling with them, i made chocolate muffins! together with mummy, we made the muffins. i was so excited cause the muffin rise up! haha. cause everytime i baked something, it doesnt really come out that well. in fact, not well at all. however.. the temperature was too hot that the paper were burnt. smoke covered my whole house... but thank God no fire occured. lOlx. though the top was burnt, the inside was soft and nice. the next time would be much better! =)

We went marina square for lunch. we had lunch at swensons! how long have i not been there? years i guess. haha. met mumy's gym friend anna. i ate grilled fish sambal! the chilli made it so nice but i couldnt take it. when i finished my lunch, my mouth was burning liaos.. hahas.

After lunch, we head for the bowling alley. mummy's cell was already there. there were.... hope, sheryn, steven, joe, maureen, auntie judy, anna,mummy and i. They are a bunch of great people to hang out with! I played one round before going to the arcade! gee. i miss the arcade. i scored 70 points for the first round with a strike! haha. the cross made a diff in my score! lolx. I went to the arcade with hope since she din bowl too. we played pop'n'music! haha. sulin, are u jealous? but think i lost my skills liaos. so long never play liaos. then we played daytona, the hitting game and para para before going back in sweat.

The cell group went to fin seafood cafe for dinner. i bought my toner, cleanser and other stuff from giant while they were eating. after dinner they went shopping and my mum bought for me this intense acne cream to help my skin. she ended up spending 45 bucks on me alone for my face. lol. blessings.. blessings.. living in abundance.

Went to expo. sis sheryn and i went in by the back so i din get to queue and was inside way before time. hahs! helped her book seats so that she can manage. before going to find my cell. Today, we had Clair, marvin, beth, vanessa, ryan, raynor, jun, eliza who were so on fire that came for the phil pringle conference! it was great laa. impacted. thats what i can say. i learnt about prayer in a diff way and its my desire that decides how God will react to me. I have decided. that i am gonna come for all 3 days! rain or shine. after service, asked mummy to buy for me the book faith and yeah! once agains... my mum bought for me. auntie judy bought the presence cd also! so that i can put into the laptop to listen. just felt blessed today..

One thing i must agree to auntie judy is that "Although today is mother's day, it seems like Jasmine is asking for presents and presence." hahas.

pasta

2006-05-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

back to blog! i just love blogging.. even if i have to spend hours at the com, i wouldnt mind cause i get to express my feelings and everything. today, i felt light and relaxed. kept talking and talking. smiling and smiling. dun understand why but ya, just felt the Joy of the Lord. even people asked me why i was so happy today. dunno. thats why i can say. lol.

wednesday.
hmm. had emaths 2 and physics. nothing much to comment on it cause yeah. was actually easy but tedious. thats why i couldnt finish it on time for emaths. physics, kinda confident.

thursday.
today's amaths was a killer laa. haha. i knew it when i found out that mr teo was the setter. his papers are bound to kill us. however, i felt that it was easy to a small extent. gee. what does that show? that im confident in passing the paper well? yeah. maybe huh. lol. matt and su lin came to my house to have a cooking session! haha. it was our lunch. matt and i decided on cooking speghetti, shepard's pie and chocolate muffins. however, i 3 items became one. and it was after 2 hrs, at 4.30am that we get to eat our lunch. we forgo the muffins as we had no more time left to do and considering the mess we have made, we decided that we should go easy on the muffins. let me say what happened..

1. we boiled the pasta. first-timer like me, covered the whole pot with the lid and the water foamed and spilled out onto the stove. making it super duper wet.
2. matt cooked the pasta sauce and when he was gonna pour the sauce into the big bowl, he spilled 3/4 of the sauce. cause we were afraid that auntie gloria will scold us again, we frantically tried to wipe everything. it was hilarious seeing us wiping, picking, cleaning the stove.
3. by the time we finished cleaning up, all we wanted was FOOD. haha. so we decided to use whatever ingredient we had for the shepard's pie for our speghetti. with the help of auntie gloria, we had another sauce. finally, we had our "lunch".

OH YA, i learnt how to upload and download images and songs liaos! WHOO hoO! im happy..

exams1.

2006-05-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

hmm. have been studying as usual. yepps. exams has reached the middle. i guess? think so bahh. OH YA! i just got a new handphone lahh. it was supposedly my mum who should be getting under my account. but her N70 is still at 498 bucks. then we chanced upon this samsung FLIP (E730) that was on sale or whatever u call that. it was selling at 98 bucks lahh. that is if you sign up a new line. the original price was 588 lahh. i was kinda shocked and thought that the person said the whole thing. end up it was really 588 bucks. lOlx. bought it on the spot and im so sorrie sulin cause i left her at macs studying ALONE while i went to buy the phone.hehe. din really finish 10 hrs cause we ended up slacking once agains..

sunday.
went to kfc to meet matt and su lin after service. i brought social studies to study. thinking that i would really do so HOWEVER, we ended up studying AMATHS! mann.. then afterwhich i decided to do out a whole list of the amaths formula before sleeping. i realised that i have been giving my myself lots of reasons not to study so much lahh.

monday.
had social studies. thank God i studied the N.Ireland and Diplomacy. cause it came out! at first i thought that it would never come out but in the end POPULATION and HEALTH came out larh. so cham combi. the paper was alright lahh. need to pull up my marks through geog man. amaths rawks man. haha. there was this binomial question that haha. i was looking at it RIGHT before we go for the exam. sulin was still explaining to me the question. lol. i got that 5 marks right. cause it was exactly the same just that the power of x is diff but its still easy lorr. =)) i felt so dead cause i slept the whole afternoon and woke up only at 7pm! only studied for my geog but left the whole of history out.

tuesday.
had geog and history today. wasnt really good cause SEQ i wrote out of point. i studied only japanese occupation and the BEST OF ALL is that nothing on jap came out.haha. i will chiong the other one so that can pull up marks. its okay. all i need is to say it out and im fine. i shall concentrate on the good points of the exam and not the bad points. hehes. went to look for ms thong for help on e-maths. she's great! she explained to me many things that i would not have known until she tells me. found out that mrs vijay has the same phone as me! she was tryying to say that she was adaptable.. lolx. gonna study for physics soon. i realised that when ur mind is calm, its much easier to studyfor a paper. therefore, i shall relax. gee. is it as simple as u think? lOlx. shall update you soon.. see ya.

exams.

2006-05-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Havent blogged these few days cause din have time to type out all the things. there were too many things happening at the same time. i was in quite a depressed state cause of some stuff. i was stressed up as my exams started also. I e-mailed someone regarding my matter liaos. dun worrie about me, yarh.. and also, i got a confirmation from someone liaos. i trust him and i think of the best for him. all the best. im gonna concentrate on my studies now cause its the most important thing to me right now.

Just had my english and chinese papers yesterday and today. The chinese paper yesterday was alright just that i did not really express the bao zhang bao dao very fully. its okay. its really a chance to get ready for my chinese Os in end of may. Today's english paper.. haiyo. its the first time i feel that paper 2 is easier than paper 1. lOlx. cause the section A of paper 1, i wrote out of point. the question was "spare the rod and spoil the child. do you agree to the statement." it was the 'spare the rod' that was the emphasis. but i elaborated on the 'spoil the child' part. the papers till now is still alright lahh. just a lil mistakes here and there.

OH, before i log off, i shall tell u the joke of the day. Kenneth YAU crushed his exam paper! lol. when mr jain wanted to collect the summary part of paper 2, yau was like searching for his paper larh.. then i noticed this crushed piece of paper that was in a ball shape on his table. i told him and he said f- lahh. i knew it. it must be it. he saw teng kiat crushing his paper so he blatantly crushed the paper on his hand. Thank God cause he nearly throw the paper out of the window! It was hilarious mann.. 1st time i hear of paper crushing their exam papers.. hahas.

Gonna chiong 10 hours of studying tom. from 8am to 6pm. aim to finish up social studies revision, amaths questions and start on GEOG! i havent started till now! gosh. its like next tuesday lorr. haii. see ya.

One last thing.. these are the neoprints taken on labour day with sulin while having our break. we both spent 8 bucks larh..

valentine's day 2006 pics

2006-05-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

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This is a slideshow of the pictures of gifts i received on valentine's day 2006. some of the pics are not in here cause basically,a simple reason. i ATE them! yeahh.

Pictures

2006-05-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

These are some pictures..

= ME. Where was I looking at?? =

= Su Lin and I at starbucks. =

= My hot cocoa. Yum yum.. =

= Taariq at starbucks. I like this pic! =

= Angie. Hardworking huh.. =

= Kenny; lOlx. =

THAT DUMB GUY!! who abused his maid! Grr..the mention of him makes me angry. He was shouting at his maid infront of everyone in the public. Exile her to one corner to sit. Somemore never give her food. then after realising at people were looking at him, he COMMANDED her to stand beside the car while the whole family is there eating! how can an employer be like that! rite? Exile her is enough. But still never give her anything to eat. even a burger would make a difference. what makes me angry is also that his wife is doing nothing about it. somemore she is pregnant lahh. can she be more sensitive? and more caring? haii. there are such people in society that throws the face of Singaporeans... what a shame.

Anyway, i have to sleep liaos. tomorrow must wake up EARLY. i had a quarrel with my mum and im still having cold war. will blog about it tom. let my BROTHER use the laptop.

Mid-Years starts tomorow. Good luck everyone! DO UR BEST! =))

Starbucks

2006-04-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Just came back from starbucks at tampines mall.. Was there with sulin and taariq(who left earlier cause of the "air" that he felt in him). Today is kinda relaxing as in i did not pia studies today. After service, went to airport to look for taariq and sulin who were studying there. stayed there for like 10 mins and had to go to T2 to meet up with clair, jun and marvin. We went to change for POS preview. i looked horrible in black trackpants plus black tee. returned to expo for our prac with the whole of east cluster.

POS preview.. East cluster! WE RAWK! though at first it seems like so nervous, but the whole thing became more relaxing when we did the cheers and stuff. I can still rem the cheer!

JP was so funny larhs. during the change and stuff, he saw that there was such a big space in between, he decided to dash across the whole stage and did his stunts. the whole atmosphere was changed by what he did. the rest of us cheered on while some of them did some breakdance and stuff. overall, we were great! though a lil unprepared, but we overcomed it! =))

After the preview, i went to meet taariq at the food court cause they were chased out of mac by the manager. we went to eat malan la mian. supposedly to study too. we ended up making fun of taariq, and chit chat. imagine this 5 storey place.. 1st storey is a place where people... get punished; enjoy the greenery; can call their parents; shop for food. 2nd storey is a place where people... enjoy art; play games (badminton); read books; find a toilet around; chit chat with ur friends. 3rd storey is where people.. dirty their hands; get access to the internet. 4th storey is not unique but there's the most no. of people on that level in the day. 5th storey is where people.. enjoy the greenery and chit chat. Can u guess where is that? hahas. It took taariq such a long time to realise that. gee.

We decided to go to coffee bean to study. however, it was already closed when we were there. therefore, we took a bus down to tampines interchange and to find ourselves at starbucks cafe. I bought a cup of hot cocoa while su lin bought a frapuchino. We sat there for about 1 hr talking about some stuff. I was really affected by this good friend of mine. i was so upset that my heart really hurt when i told su lin about him.i really never expected such things to happen to me and when it happens, i really dunno how to handle it. If i was sensitive enough to have known that something was going to happen..

Bout yesterday.. Yesterday i really chiong lorr. met up with su lin supposedly at 9am to study.. We studied till 3pm lorr. really din want to but no choice. had cell group. i was super angry at this man who "abused" his maid in public. kenny was so angry that he purposely kick the guy's chair when he walked past him. i shall blog about what happened when i have uploaded the pictures. I finished my e-maths june holiday homework liaos. lol. mrs sundar wanted us to finish our TYS by prelims. her homework was to finish ALL the questions in the arithmetic section in the e-maths TYS. altogether was 80+ questions lorr. pia my way through..

Anyway, i need to go and sleep soon. tomorrow gonna chiong sciences. Meeting hector and su lin at 11am at med mac to study. i still feel unprepared for mid year.. Lord, tell me what to do...

APRIL

2006-04-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging. Din get to use the com these few days. Kept sleeping.. lOlx. Lemme talk about what happened this week.

Tuesday-
Had science practical. Think i would score very badly for my chemistry section mann. Cause of the gas! When i saw the green solid in M, i was already guessing that it was copper carbonate. but, cause of the gas test, i doubted it. The calcium hydroxide did not give a white ppt so i anyhow guessed and put hydrogen gas was produced. actually, the effervescence was a indication that carbon dioxide was present. I did the experiment 3 times lorr. Need to be more observant next time. and i shall not doubt myself.

Wednesday-
hMm.. had the e-maths mock paper 1. It was super easy compared to paper 2 lorr. I would have died for paper 2 but ressurected for paper 1. haha. cause its kinda easy. only some places here and there had mistakes.

Thursday-
Had POS dance prac. it was outside bedok stadium. clair and i came very late and we were like wearing slippers when the rest DID NOT. cause we were not allowed to. we did not come for the monday's practice so didnt noe. Clair is superb man. She finished the 8 eights in like 15mins while it takes me hours to get first half right. the song is super fast and im really not able to catch up. the dancer attached to our cluster is "toot" in my eyes but very nice in clair's eyes. haha. she ahh.. said something wrong and nearly slip and fall. u shall ask her yourself. :P Mummy picked me up along the road and we went for dinner together with auntie judy. i am so crazy over SAMBAL KANG KONG! whoo! it rocks. i just love it. oh ya, did i mention? i cooked a plate of it the other day. it was great! hahs.

Friday-
I forgot to bring my file today! so, my bao zhang bao dao that i put my heart into cannot be handed in! craps lorr. i wrote 3 pages on it lorr.. i felt weird the whole day. i did not have my homework, i did not have my notes, did not have my foolscap. what a weird day. The moment i reached home, i SLEPT. sians. have been sleeping at weird times these few days.. what is happening?? lOlx. i have decided that my studies comes first. wanna study for my exams liaos. =) POS first preview is gonna be this sunday and haii. have to be there. must learn my steps well! jia you to myself.

mY gOOd fRienD.

2006-04-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

Today had my english mock exam and chinese oral. It was kind of a flop cause yeah. my chinese. i was really struggling with my conversation. in my head, i was trying hard to translate the words into chinese. for example, vocabulary. i could not make out the word and ended up with lots of err.. etc. Immediately after my chinese oral (i was the last), i had to go to the AVT to do my english mock exam. Once agains, i was the last to start my paper. i came in at 3.45 and was EXPECTED to finish my 5.15pm. However, my brain juices were dried up mann.. I only started my composition at 5pm and finished at around 5.45pm (not finishing it) where Mrs Vijay was standing there, chasing me out of the media resource room. I really gave up on the content cause it was really.. cannot make it. Maybe i will take a re-test or something like that so that i would be able to get consultation from her. Gonna borrow from Mrs Vijay the sec 2 geog guidebook that she did cause really need to get my facts rite. Thanks Matthew for waiting for me (helping me to add oil) and we went back together. Its always fun chatting with him. Tomorrow is Science practical exam. end school at 12.30pm! yeah! and i will be back studying soon.

My Good Friend
I really dunno what to say. mixed feelings now. i dunno whether he's reading this anot. but this is what i feel about you..
I think you've changed.. You are avoiding from things. Its been a long time since we had a heart-to-heart talk lerhs. I understand from her blog that your relationship isnt going that well. Why is that so? Is it because God is not in the centre of your relationship? I dunno why but i still wish you two well. im upset because u kinda broke ur promise.. remember our promise? that we're gonna slap one another if one of us bs. But from the bottom of my heart, i really dun wan to slap you. What is happening in your life? What are you feeling now? I really want to know. Can you pick up your handphone? Reply my messages.. PLEASE. at least update me a lil'. Im still waiting for euu.. i will not give up on you, my dearest friend.

hMM.. sulin and matt at my house

2006-04-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

Days in secondary 4 passes very quickly. Just a blink and its another friday. Mid year is nearing. my heart is still not set on studying. how can this be? A supposedly 'studying' time at my house with su lin and matt turned into watching of my little bride and playing O2Jam. haii.. when will i ever start studying seriously?? For the next few hours of my life, i MUST study. really.. STUDY. If i do not do so, please hit me on my head when u see me.

Today, Mrs Vijay showed us this video on "priorities for life" and one sentence stuck me. "Look at the eye level of children, and you may learn something more." Yeah. Sometimes, we need to look at things at different points of view and get revelations upon revelations from it! =)

Had my NAPHA test yesterday. Did quite alright. My standing broad jump was a surprise. I jumped 185cm! Usually, it would be around 175cm - 178cm but in my first attempt, i got 185cm. nOt bAd hUh. i still can jump despite my size. lOlx. iM being optimistic about this. I also got back my kiwi from hadi! fOr erm.. 8 hrs? The nose BROKE again! ahhh.. When i was about to leave class, jia yu opened the box and found it broken. i screamed larh! i din dare to touch it or what but it still broke! Maybe it wasnt meant to be mended. I went to hadi's class to ask him to help me with it agains. Maybe i should give up and let it remain broken bahh.. Since it cant be repaired...

" How i wish i had the courage to ask you WHY. Why did i see that there? Why did u leave it placed like that? Why..."

my little bride

2006-04-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i posted yeah? hahas. that is because i have been k-ing vcds. i have NOT been studying! OH NO!! mid year is coming so soon.. I have been watching korean dramas. I really cant stand waiting for the vcds to get into my hands so i went to buy them. Its called my little bride. a korean drama. 낭랑18세. one thing i have to say is that I WANT TO GO TO KOREA! and i want to buy a hanbok for myself! Korean traditions rocks! Lee Dong Gun rawks man. he's cute.he's blurry. his deep love for Han Zhi-Hui really moved my heart. *sobs

"I once set my heart to forget euu.

I cried and I cried.

Bearing all the pain in my heart

However,

Im moved by you agains.

Why? Can you tell me why?"

Why am i afraid of telling you? i am reminded of what u told me before..that you look at the heart.. Do you remember me telling you something about matters of the heart? I dont know whether you would even care. But i will never forget the day when i decided to forget you, you were trying to put me with another guy (when its obvious) and i was tearing right in front of my laptop.. hurt was what i felt.

pinkk duty

2006-04-08T07:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fuN!

Mrs Toh and Mdm Erlis din come to school agains. Mdm Erlis hasnt been coming to school for almost 2 weeks liaos. I am worried for my chemistry but also, worried about her larhs. She was pale and feeling dizzy on monday. Dont know what happened to her but just wish her good health anf faster come back! had 4 periods free to do our work. We had our assembly immediately after recess. A group of fusion percussionists were invited to present to us different cultured instruments. it was super cool!! yarh, very cool!

We went back to class and had class as per normal. Immediately after school, Kenny and Jolyn came down to my class there cause i was going to jolyn's house to bathe. On the way to council room, we were playing hitting heads(jolyn, jamil, me and matt) then that stupid matthias, he larhs, tortured me under his hands. My head hurt larhs. Went to Jolyn's house. Cause while waiting for kenny(to come over) and jolyn to bathe, i cooked 3 packets of maggi mee. Then Jolyn super funny lorr.. SHE WASHED THE EGGS. i was like "why you washed the eggs?! Eggs no need to wash larhs." then she replied blurly,"arh? its a habit larhs..". Its a weird habit mann.. hahas. Oh ya, jolyn's couz is so cute! We woke him up from bed then he first time saw me.. 5 mins later he started to cry! I was like "am i so scary?" but i know larhs.. cause he never see me before so scared of me. Kenny came over, eat lunch, get ready then we left jolyn's place. We took 28 and i suggested walking by side gate. BUT! the side gate was CLOSED! and by then, we're gonna be late liaos. we had to run through the main gate to get to council room. By the time we got there, we were super late larhs. then AGAIN, matt and i started to have a "fight" agains. this time, not hair but deodorant. alan's deodorant. this jamil larhs. spray on everyone. then everyone smelt like alan. haiyo. GALVIN is a very sweet boy! He bought plasters for all the girls because he knew that their legs will hurt when wearing court shoes! i took 2! =)

Mrs Yao is back in school! yEah! very long time never see her liaos. met her in the office. she was asking me "u lost voice huh." i was like haha. kind of. I do feel that my voice is getting lower. The duties were kind of good but there's lots of room for improvements yeah? Good job Galvin and co! I got a PINK balloon for myself from marcus! yippee! i just love pinkk. Rushed home with mummy and auntie judy cause their cell was gonna be held at my house! =) first time, a CHC cell held at my place. hehes. happy.

<--intermission. think its tiring reading so much rite? lemme show u some pics.

=Jasmine aNd Kenny=

=Jasmine aNd Matthias=

=Jasmine, Matthias aNd Sulin=

=Sulin aNd Jasmine=

End of Intermission-->

Now to TODAY.. Great too!

Went for A maths lessons and yarh. did trigo identities. the main subj of today is matt and sulin came to my house! supposedly to study but huh.. it turned out kinda slack and stuff. Auntie gloria cooked speg and they were so hungry that they ate 3 servings! we studied for awhile then sidetrack. study then sidetrack. we went out to buy FOOD and played O2Jam (i intro) and sayang sporttie (my dog). hahas. they were so fascinated with her. cause she very guai. then me and matt started a "fight" agains. this time, it was bolsters. sulin took our pictures larhs. betta NOT put it up! aha! (sulin, i noe u are reading this!) we also used ur hands and legs to fight. Matt really qian da lorr. keep saying names. then somemore he deleted my nicK! my forever there nick. now, i replaced with a new ones. Nick-->«JáŜmiŃè26» aNt` partners for lyfee.™ .
They left at 7 while i went to play o2Jam. gee. then received mummy's call to go out and eat gui ling gao (herbal jelly).

On the car, mummy was acting weird man.. Laughing all the way that we missed the aljunied exit larhs. auntie judy said that she ahh.. baptized in the holy ghost so she super happy. i agree larhs. i have never seen her so happy. she was so happy that she couldnt find her way there! lOlx. I was like "i think this petrol kiosk minimart shall be our dining area liaos larhs." so i bought a mag, drink and sweets. and true to say, we din eat cause too many cars liaos. no parking slot. We went to buy pau from one of the famous shops then sent auntie judy back.

On the way back, i was like asking mummy to let me try to drive and she hesitated for awhile but she agreed to let me drive one round around our carpark. Then she started to tell me this and that about driving. I finally had the chance to drive! A dream come true.. i have always dreamt that i drove a car but for the first time i'm doing it for REAL! Mummy sat beside me while i tried one round. I was driving so slowly that there was this man who horned at me larhs. i saw him turning his head looking at me when he drove past us. im just a beginner larhs. it was a great experience larhs though was illegal. haa. dun worrie. i shall get my licence on 26/01/08! when i turn 18 on that day.. =) happy! Tom, im gonna have a FULL exercise session! Mummy is bringing me to her private gym. We will have a body jam session then a aqua aerobics session then a steam bath session. maybe in between i wanna go and use the gym and go to the sauna. haha. each time u go in is 40 bucks larhs. must make full use of the place since im gonna be there for free. haha. now, i really need to go and finish up all my homework liaos. cause huh. tomorrow (in fact later) i noe that i will be super tired after all the sessions i gonna have.

thanks for spending alot of time reading this entry! its kinda long i noe but i really got ALOT to say! =)

sense of achievement

2006-04-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

first time im really sitting down at the study table to study, finish up my homework! I just finished one report, my e-maths homework plus studying for the test tom and in the midst of my history homework. Yeah. have this feeling of achievement. hahas. cause i spent like 2 hrs plus at the table. Now, im having a 10 minutes break before i continue with my history and social studies. When im done, i can finally sleep! Thats my goal for today! gee =)

Yesterday, around 18 of us (councillors and netballers) went to DBS auditorium for a presentation ceremony. Felt that it was just a waste of time and some sort of feeling cheated larhs. We waited for 1 hr plus sitting at our seat for a "briefing" that never took place. When we finally had to go onto the stage, we were just supposed to get this red scroll from the minister of state and then, RETURN to the lady who was standing at the exit! I rather him present to us the certs then to give us something empty larhs. At least, u dun feel that cheated of your time. I could have gone for prayer meeting and studied during the time we had larhs.

Somehow, dont know whether am i too sensitive or what, i feel that this person whom i regard as a close friend doesnt like me. I trust the person and now, the person is like giving me faces and we're never like before. we used to talk about anything under the sun. now, we dont even talk larhs. when i ask her questions, her reply would be one word. The moment i thought about what she and another gurl did to someone i knew, i felt that it is happening to me. i dont know larh. if that person noe that i've done something wrong or what, as a friend she should tell me rite?? as if as she did larhs. After reflecting on my own, i THEN realise that i did do something wrong. Isnt it too late? I feel that as a friend, she should like remind me or what. people make mistakes. i admit that yarh, i did something which wasnt right and i will remember it, will remind myself not to do it agains but i really felt that she should tell me.

Heyy everyone, i hope that from now on, whenever you see that im being childish, not serious or doing the wrong thing, just come to me and say "hey jasmine. i think maybe you can be more serious in teaching them" or wadeva. I would really appreciate especially if its gonna help me be a better person.

mOnday

2006-04-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

It's a typical monday where lessons go on as usual and had chinese lessons after school. Had a 2nd training for tha sec 3s. its kinda sad to see so little people around however, i did have fun with them (Ke hua, Zer, Iffah, Amy, xin sian and Taariq). We did the announcements stuff before going back to class to study.

Kehua, Zer, Amy and Iffah went to class with me to study. I did some pasting craps and packed my table. Making sure that all my stuff were right. Hahs. that feeling would only come back once in a LONG time mann. hahas. They were like a small choir larhs. 2 Altos, 1 Soprano and 1 Base. They sang so many songs and it was nice larhs. they blend well and enjoyed themselves while singing. That was what's so good about them in the choir. Their passion and love for singing.

Oh ya, forgot to thank WAYNE! hahas. Cause throughout the whole day yesterday, he was sending me lots of songs so that I could have a change of songs in my MP3 player. Hahas. I told him that i was getting bored of the songs i had. Now, my songbank has.. 126 songs! hehes! my fav no. im real obsessed with tha number sia. =)) Hais. tom have to go for the presentation of NYAA awards in the afternoon and thus, not being able to go for the prayer meeting.

i wanna say im sorry cause i ignored u today. it really made my heart feel convicted.. Im Sorry.

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